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As he finished speaking, he picked up the glass of plain water on his desk and drank it in one gulp, as if trying to suppress the excitement bubbling within him. After all, he had just shared something he had never told anyone before, and even now, the thought of it made him feel a little anxious.
He always felt uneasy about this matter, which was why he had never easily confided in anyone. However, now that he wanted to know about it, he was willing to explain. Yet, while recounting the process, his heart remained tangled and conflicted. In the end, he managed to hold back his emotions and shared everything he knew and understood.
It felt almost like a joke; he was a key player in this situation, yet when others asked about it, he found himself unable to articulate much about what had happened. It was indeed quite absurd. If it were someone else in his position, they would at least know why they had been broken up with. But here he was, not even clear on the reasons for his own breakup.
He remembered vividly that when they decided to part ways, they hadn’t even met face-to-face. Just the day before, they had parted on good terms, and then suddenly the next day he found himself in a state of being broken up with. The news hit him unexpectedly hard. However, his ability to self-regulate was remarkably strong; although someone had ended things with him, he didn’t feel overwhelmingly sad.
More accurately, he hadn’t expressed that sadness outwardly. He wanted everyone to see that leaving someone didn’t mean he couldn’t live well on his own. After all, everyone experienced this; when fate brought two people together, nothing could stand in its way. But when fate was absent, separation could happen instantly without hesitation. At that moment, perhaps that was just how he felt.
Since there was no longer any fate between them, why force a relationship? Even if they tried to maintain it out of obligation, it would only make him feel small and insignificant. Moreover, at that time, what weighed heavily on his mind was Xu Zhen's family.
He felt immense pressure because Xu Zhen came from a well-off family while he was just an ordinary kid from a regular household. Ying Tao said, “If you two want to break up, I have no objections and will support your decision. You know our relationship; whatever choice you make, I will fully support your determination.
However, there was one thing you did back then that was quite unreliable. Even if you two separated, you shouldn’t forget about my existence. During that time, I was indeed busy with my own matters and completely overlooked you. But you shouldn’t have overlooked me either; when something so significant happened to you, you should have reached out to me to share your troubles.
Later on, I heard about what happened. But when I tried to contact you immediately afterward, I found I couldn’t reach you at all. It seemed like you had changed all your contact information. At that moment, it felt as if you were being punished; do you know how anxious I was? Every day I searched for any trace of you—every place we had been together or anywhere I thought you might go—but I couldn’t find you anywhere at all. It truly drove me crazy.
Can you tell me where you went during that time? I couldn’t find you anywhere; people told me that someone your age shouldn’t encounter any accidents. Besides, being such a rational person as you are, there’s no way you would let yourself become irrational over such matters. Eventually, I started to believe they might have a point and gradually stopped searching for you so desperately since I also had other things to attend to.”
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