Lin Miaomiao quit the basketball team that day. The coach, with a sorrowful expression, patted her shoulder and said, "You have let down the expectations of me and Lin Yan."
What does her quitting the team have to do with Lin Yan? Watching the coach's imposing figure, Lin Miaomiao fell into contemplation.
This world, whether big or small, with just a turn, some people pass through your world and will never appear again. For example, Fu Xin; for example, Lin Yan.
The world, whether big or small, after disappearing from her life for eight years, Chu Yan unexpectedly wrote a letter to her, with only a few words on the paper: " Miaomiao, are you doing well?"
Lin Miaomiao, who hadn't cried for a long time, burst into tears because of that little bit of care, and all the grievances came pouring out as she sobbed uncontrollably holding the letter with no return address.
Chu Yan is the only person she has hurt, yet he remains by her side. Whenever she thinks of that short boy who follows her around like a little bug, Lin Miaomiao feels warm inside.
Lin Miaomiao At the age of 11, she was like a little giant among her peers. When she was young, the person she envied the most was Yuanyuan, who had a petite figure and could wear all kinds of princess dresses. Perhaps they were at two extremes and couldn't stand each other. The only person willing to be close to her was Chu Yan, who was much shorter than her.
Children don't know how to be grateful. The more enthusiastic someone is towards you, the less you value them, and instead feel that their kindness is taken for granted. This is the attitude that Lin Miaomiao has towards Chu Yan. She enjoys the benefits that Chu Yan brings her, but at the same time finds Chu Yan annoying.
One day, after Lin Miaomiao finished her duty, she was extorted by older students on her way back. Lin Miaomiao is the type who appears strong on the outside but is actually quite vulnerable. None of those boys were taller than Lin Miaomiao, but she was still scared and ended up crying loudly.
At that time, Chu Yan appeared out of nowhere, shouting at the group of boys like a little lion, and ended up getting beaten up, while Lin Miaomiao ran away in fear during the chaos.
It is said that Chu Yan was hospitalized with a broken bone, and Lin Miaomiao didn't have the courage to visit him in the hospital, planning to apologize when he returned to school. However, Lin Miaomiao never got to see that day.
Yuanyuan said that since Chu Yan was hospitalized, his parents' already tense relationship completely broke down, and Chu Yan went to another city with his mother.
Yuanyuan is Chu Yan's childhood friend. In order to find out about Chu Yan, she humbled herself and ended up becoming close friends with him. They finished middle school and high school together.
Yuanyuan announced her relationship, and Lin Miaomiao hugged her deeply. She understood that her budding admiration had to drown in her heart.
That day, she opened her long-sealed Penguin account. Lin Yan's profile picture was blurry, and Lin Miaomiao looked at it for a long time before deciding to delete her account after saying goodbye.
The long-pondered intention that had not been expressed for a long time, Lin Yan's profile picture lit up, and then a line of text appeared in the chat box: Long time no see.
Lin Miaomiao was stunned, deleted the typed words one by one, and re-edited: I saw you at the basketball league match a week ago.
Oh, did you also go watch the game?
Yeah. For some reason, at that moment she really wanted to know Lin Yan's opinion of her, and cautiously asked: What do you think of the own goal in the women's basketball game?
I don't really watch it, but No. 10 is quite silly.
No. 10, isn't that her? Lin Miaomiao was suddenly struck dumb and embarrassed. She didn't see Lin Yan's next sentence: "But she's also quite cute."
Lin Miaomiao called Fu Xin whom she hadn't been in contact with for a long time, but couldn't get through. She felt like she was on a deserted island, with no one to quietly listen to her thoughts, and the bustling lights and scenery of the coast had nothing to do with her.
After falling in love, Yuanyuan is even more radiant than before. Lin Miaomiao is often alone, leaving early and returning late.
Many times passing by the gym, she couldn't help but stop and watch the spirited Lin Yan on the court. She had made up her mind to give up early, but seeing him, her heart ached again. She began to regret getting involved in this mess, not getting the slightest bit, and losing herself.
As the autumn sun slanted, Lin Miaomiao picked up the moment, finally understanding that there was no one else in the world like Chu Yan, purely and selflessly kind to herself.
One day, Lin Miaomiao returned from the library and it started drizzling. She texted Yuanyuan asking if she needed an umbrella.
After seeing Yuanyuan's reply, Lin Miaomiao was stunned for a long time without coming back to her senses. Some neglected matters emerged fleetingly.
Approaching 11 o'clock, Yuanyuan only returned. She was startled to see Lin Miaomiao staring at her phone in the darkness, the faint screen light reflecting on her face, looking both blank and eerie.
As she walked over, she caught a glimpse of the message Lin Miaomiao was reading: "Darling, it's not necessary. I'm currently at 'Starry Night' watching a movie with Lin Yan."
Her heart inexplicably skipped a beat. Could it be that Lin Miaomiao already knew the secret between her and Lin Yan? Before she could speak, Lin Miaomiao questioned her: "Yuanyuan, why did you cheat?"
Yuanyuan widened her eyes in surprise, completely caught off guard by the unexpected turn of events. Lin Miaomiao couldn't hold back and blurted out the whole story from beginning to end.
Originally, today she secretly watched Lin Yan's match, and then received a message from Yuanyuan. Because of this, she rushed to the starlight, only to see Yuanyuan and Fu Xin together buying popcorn and chatting happily.
After hearing this, Yuanyuan covered her face with her hands and cried, " Miaomiao, I have fallen in love with Fu Xin. Can you help me return the amusement park tickets to Lin Yan?"
Facing the tearful Yuanyuan, Lin Miaomiao once again softened her heart, and emotions triumphed over reason, forgetting the vow she made not long ago to completely stay away from Lin Yan.
As the last leaf fell from the branch, a cold wind blew. Wrapped in a thick wool coat, Lin Miaomiao shivered as she stood outside the boys' dormitory, having made a phone call to Lin Yan.
At the end of the sky, a flock of migratory birds flapped their wings towards the south. Lin Yan went downstairs and saw a girl gazing at the sky, her silhouette blurred in the twilight.
He gazed quietly for a long time before breaking the rare tranquility: "Are you looking for me?" The words were cold and emotionless.
Lin Miaomiao turned around and looked at Lin Yan wearing the same color sweater as her, blushing quietly, feeling both heartache and joy.
"This is from Yuanyuan for me to return to you. She said she can't like you anymore." The last few words were difficult and dry for Lin Miaomiao to say.
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