Chapter Five
"I kneel once more before the grave of my Ancestors, pleading for their forgiveness, unsure if this will quell their anger."
The night was thick and impenetrable, like a massive black beast quietly prowling the earth, devouring all light. Lightning flashed like the claws of a ferocious creature, tearing through the darkness and briefly illuminating the eerie outline of the ancestral hall. I stood outside, trembling uncontrollably, the old man's words echoing in my ears like a death knell, striking at my fragile nerves. I had no choice but to believe him; apart from his explanation, I found no reason to account for the strange occurrences that had plagued me. Shattered glass, inexplicable noises, and that lingering chill...
I stumbled back home, my heart racing as I grabbed the incense and joss paper for the Ritual, clutching them like a lifeline. Once again, I set out towards the graveyard; the night wind howled like a wailing ghost, sending chills down my spine. The branches by the roadside swayed in the wind like clawed demons, as if they would pounce on me at any moment. I felt myself walking step by step towards an abyss, towards an unknown terror; each step felt like walking on a razor's edge, fear coiling around my heart like a vine, nearly suffocating me.
Arriving once more at the Ancestral Grave, I lit the incense with trembling hands and arranged the offerings. This time, I did not treat it casually as before; instead, I knelt respectfully and bowed three times deeply, my forehead touching the cold earth, bringing a piercing chill.
"O Ancestors above, unworthy descendant XXX," my voice trembled with a hint of tears. "Due to momentary negligence, I forgot the Zhongyuan Festival; I deserve to die a thousand deaths! I humbly beseech you to forgive my transgressions and bless me with safety!" Tears blurred my vision as I choked on my words, recounting everything that had transpired over these days to my Ancestors—my fears, my anxieties, my regrets. I poured out my heart as if speaking to beloved family members, longing for their understanding and forgiveness.
Gradually, the wind died down; the branches ceased their swaying, and everything around me fell silent as if listening to my confession. A strange sense of calm washed over me—a relief unlike any other—as if a heavy stone pressing on my chest had finally been lifted.
Suddenly, I noticed an unusual light appearing in the sky above the Ancestral Grave. The glow was soft and warm, like a mother's embrace, dispelling the fear and unease within me. I stared at this light in awe and wonder. Could it be... could it be that my Ancestors truly heard my plea? Had they really forgiven me?
The light lingered for a moment before slowly fading away; the night sky returned to its tranquil state as if nothing had happened. Rising to my feet, I felt invigorated as if reborn. I bowed three more times before turning away from the grave. This time, I did not look back because I knew that the fear in my heart had vanished.
As I walked homeward, the night breeze caressed me; branches swayed gently, rustling softly like a lullaby. Looking up at the sky, stars twinkled brightly against a luminous moon; everything appeared so peaceful and serene. Upon returning home, I took a hot shower—the water washing over me also cleansing away my fatigue and fear. Lying in bed, I felt an unprecedented sense of ease and comfort before quickly drifting off to sleep.
In my dreams, I saw a realm of light where a kind elderly woman stood before me. She smiled warmly at me with eyes filled with love. I knew she was my grandmother—my Ancestor. "Child, you have suffered," her gentle voice brushed against my heart like a spring breeze.
"Grandma, I'm sorry; I should not have forgotten the Zhongyuan Festival," I cried out in remorse.
"Child, knowing your mistakes and correcting them is a great virtue. Remember to honor the Ancestors and respect tradition," my grandmother said kindly, her voice filled with love and guidance.
"I understand, Grandma," I replied, my voice choked with emotion, my heart overflowing with gratitude and warmth.
She smiled and nodded, her figure gradually fading away, along with the light. I suddenly awoke, realizing that dawn had broken. I got up and walked to the window, pushing it open and taking a deep breath. The morning air was fresh and cool, carrying a hint of earthiness that invigorated me.
Looking outside, the sun shone brightly, birds chirped, and flowers bloomed; everything seemed so beautiful. My heart was filled with hope and joy, as if all my troubles had vanished into thin air. Just then, my phone rang; it was Zhang Qiang calling.
"Hello, Zhang Qiang," I answered the call.
"Are you okay? You looked unwell yesterday; I thought..." Zhang Qiang's voice was laced with concern and hesitation.
"I'm fine now; it's all behind me," I said with a smile, my tone light and natural. "Thank you for worrying about me, Zhang Qiang."
"That's good to hear," he replied, clearly relieved. "Let's have dinner together tonight to celebrate."
"Sounds great," I agreed with a smile, warmth flooding through me.
After hanging up the phone, I walked to the mirror and looked at myself. A long-lost smile spread across my face. I felt as if I had been reborn, filled with vitality and hope. Just then, there was a knock at the door... "Who is it?" I wondered as I walked to the door and opened it. "It's you?"
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