The Heart of Fen Xin 4: Taking Root
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Life in the Southern Small Town gradually fell into a routine. 0
 
Though my new job was busy, the relationships with my colleagues were straightforward, and my boss took good care of me. I quickly adapted to the work pace, my professional skills gradually recovered, and with new life experiences, my design ideas became broader, earning me several praises from my boss. 0
 
In my spare time, I tended to my little garden or quietly painted. I picked up the paintbrush again, feeling as if I had found a long-lost part of my soul. I painted the sunlight of the small town, the eaves of the old streets, the flowers quietly blooming in my yard, and the subtle emotions in everyday life. 0
 
My painting style no longer carried the hint of melancholy and oppression it once did; instead, it became bright, warm, and full of vibrant life. Su Qing occasionally sent me some art supplies, and our phone calls increased. 0
 
“Lan Wan, you sound great,” Su Qing said with relief over the phone. 0
 
“Yeah, I feel very calm and grounded now,” I replied honestly. 0
 
Having left Chen Yi and that suffocating city behind, I felt like a plant that had regained sunlight and rain, slowly taking root and sprouting. 0
 
“That’s good to hear.” Su Qing paused for a moment, her tone hesitant. “Um… about Chen Yi…” 0
 
“There’s no need to tell me about him,” I interrupted her calmly. “Qing Qing, everything about him is irrelevant to me now.” 0
 
“…Okay.” Su Qing fell silent for a few seconds before agreeing. 0
 
I knew she must have heard something. But whether Chen Yi was furious or filled with regret now meant nothing to me. I just wanted to live my own life well. 0
 
I met some new friends in the small town—a retired professor I bumped into while painting, a cheerful girl from a neighboring house, and a few like-minded hiking enthusiasts. 0
 
On weekends, we would go sketching in the nearby mountains or explore ancient towns. Life was simple yet full of color. 0
 
One day, I went hiking in the nearby mountains with my friends. The trail was a bit rugged, and I accidentally twisted my ankle. Although it wasn’t severe, I limped down the mountain. 0
 
A boy named A Zhe, who was hiking with us and was a local with a sunny disposition and an obvious fondness for me, offered to carry me. 0
 
“No thanks, I can walk,” I smiled and declined. 0
 
“Don’t be stubborn, Lin Wan Jie,” A Zhe insisted as he squatted down. “Get on; otherwise, we won’t make it down before dark.” 0
 
 
Unable to resist him, I reluctantly leaned against his back. 0
 
His back was broad and steady. As we walked down the small path, the warm glow of the setting sun enveloped us, creating a cozy atmosphere. 0
 
Inside, I felt a long-lost sense of being well taken care of. Yet this feeling had nothing to do with dependence. I knew that even without A Zhe, I could grit my teeth and make it down the mountain on my own. I was no longer that parasitic flower that needed to cling to others for survival. 0
 
Once back at our place, A Zhe helped me buy some medicine and reminded me to rest well before leaving. 0
 
I sat in the yard, looking at my swollen ankle, feeling no sense of grievance but rather finding it somewhat amusing. If this had happened before, I would have thought the sky was falling and immediately called Chen Yi, yearning for his concern and comfort—though most of the time, all I received was his impatient response. 0
 
Now, I could handle things myself and accept help from friends with ease. This sense of independence and control over my life felt wonderful. 0
 
Days passed by, and before I knew it, I had been in this small town for half a year. My ankle had healed long ago. Work became increasingly smooth, and I painted more than ever. I even started trying to sell some of my artwork online, unexpectedly receiving a good response and selling a few pieces, earning a little extra cash. 0
 
The amount wasn’t much, but it held significant meaning. It was my first earnings from my own talent. 0
 
With that money, I bought myself a new drawing tablet and treated A Zhe and a few fellow travelers to a meal. During the dinner, A Zhe's gaze toward me grew increasingly gentle. 0
 
I could sense his feelings, but I pretended not to notice. After going through that failed marriage with Chen Yi, I became particularly cautious about relationships. 0
 
I needed more time to fully heal from past wounds and to determine what I truly wanted. For now, I just wanted to focus on my personal growth. 0
 
Life was calm and beautiful, as if those two dark years were merely a distant nightmare. 0
 
I thought this kind of life would continue indefinitely until one day when I was wandering around the Gallery and came across an announcement for an art exhibition from the big city where I once lived. 0
 
It was a cutting-edge art show themed “Lost and Found.” 0
 
 
One of the exhibiting artists was prominently listed as Chen Yi. 0
 
 
 
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