"Tonight, my dear... let's go out for a walk." She felt guilty, even though he was not a stranger, but Uranus, her rightful husband. She didn't want to avoid it anymore, whatever it was, whether it was calm or Typhoeus, she couldn't refuse anymore.
But Uranus just looked at her, playing with her long hair behind her ear, and said nothing, neither a definite affirmation nor a direct refusal. Celine gritted her teeth and pulled the man's sleeve, walking out of the door.
Hmm - Typhoeus, why are you appearing at her doorstep now?
She seemed a bit unable to turn the corner, turned her body sideways, wanting to find Uranus's eyes, never doubting all the arrangements. Because it was Uranus, because it was him. But Uranus's eyes seemed confused, and he was also busy searching for Celine's eyes in the dark night.
Typhoeus, Typhoeus, Typhoeus, what on earth are you up to?
Celine didn't want to know if she truly cared about the sudden appearance of Typhoeus from her dreams. He was unpredictable, who knows if he might vanish overnight. She decided to cancel her plans for a walk and tentatively invited him to have dinner together.
Uranus and she have already used it together.
Celine Just think, by chance, she marinated a chicken in the morning, so let's have roast chicken.
But when she brought out a whole roasted apple chicken, Uranus was nowhere to be found, only Typhoeus remained sitting cross-armed in place, unmoving, like a wooden statue.
"I think you can explain what's going on, Typhoeus," Celine sighed, setting down her plate as she sat across from Typhoeus.
The man hesitated and moved his lips. Typhoeus's lips were very thin, not exaggerating to say they buzzed like two leaves.
He left a brown handbag, his gaze like a torch, making them suddenly return to the scene of their first meeting. Typhoeus slowly straightened up, and just before closing the door, he said, "Celine, not everything in this world has an answer."
"Who are you really?" Celine followed, this is not a world where everything has an answer - she carefully observed the man's back next to the postbox. These low green bushes, on a summer morning, the little snake that bit her ankle, now nothing is there, but it seems like an endless loop.
Whenever she feels that the favor of the three Fates is about to come, and a happy and interesting life is about to arrive, she will immediately lose the most important source of everything.
"Why was Uranus imprisoned?"
At that time, Typhoeus said that he was unfortunately arrested during a demonstration, and during interrogation, he insulted a senior officer named Mike and was sentenced to three years in prison. However, Typhoeus said that Uranus behaved well in prison and managed to obtain early release. Three years, three years had passed, and Celine remembered nothing. It seemed that her life was only about Uranus, the people he knew, and the people who knew Uranus.
She took a step forward, suddenly wanting to grasp something - life's true nature shouldn't be like this. Even if she couldn't remember the specific address of Mary and Thompson, or the gray-haired faces of her parents, it didn't matter.
"Tell me, where has Uranus gone again?"
"Please..."
"Seriously, Typhoeus... I can't be without Uranus anymore!"
Typhoeus disappeared right before her eyes. Celine squatted down, feeling the urge to surrender, not wanting to be forced to understand the so-called "no answer." Uranus left, and finally Typhoeus left too. They all left, and no one could answer her questions. These impatient bastards!
Everyone, in this world, seems to subconsciously and cautiously reject her as she wanders and gropes forward. No one will help her up, and no one needs to cling to a meaning more urgently than she does now. Meaning, Celine knows that living is meaningful, Uranus is so, Typhoeus is so, and she is too. As long as she finds that meaning—she thinks, she can live on, even alone, even just her.
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