Better to Have Loved 21: Endless Suffering
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"Xiao Cheng, say something!" 0
 
Xiangzi smashed the bottle on the ground, the sound of shattering glass exploding in the air. 0
 
Xiao Cheng remained unresponsive. 0
 
He took another bottle of liquor from a nearby box, preparing to open it. 0
 
Xiangzi snatched the bottle away again and poured the liquor over him: "Speak up, Xiao Cheng!" 0
 
After a moment of silence, Xiao Cheng finally spoke: "I'm fine." 0
 
His voice was hoarse and deep, laced with exhaustion. 0
 
Xiao Cheng closed his eyes and collapsed onto the sofa. 0
 
Xiangzi trembled with anger: "What’s wrong with you?" 0
 
Xiao Cheng kept his eyes closed and did not respond. 0
 
Xiangzi took a deep breath, suppressing his rage: "Yong Nan called me to talk to you." 0
 
Xiao Cheng still kept his eyes closed, as if he hadn't heard him. 0
 
Finally unable to endure any longer, Xiangzi punched Xiao Cheng in the face: "Wake the hell up!" 0
 
Xiao Cheng turned his head from the blow, blood trickling from the corner of his mouth. 0
 
He raised a hand to wipe away the blood and slowly opened his eyes. 0
 
In those pitch-black eyes, there was a profound silence. 0
 
 
Xiangzi looked into his eyes, his heart felt as if it were being squeezed by something, almost suffocating from the pain. 0
 
“Xiao Cheng…” 0
 
Xiao Cheng looked at him and softly said, “I’m fine.” 0
 
He closed his eyes and stopped speaking. 0
 
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When Xiao Cheng woke up, all he saw was white. 0
 
His head throbbed painfully, and all he could remember was drinking, vomiting, drinking, vomiting… 0
 
He couldn’t recall how much he had drunk or how much he had vomited. 0
 
All he remembered was that he had been drinking but had never truly been drunk. 0
 
“Are you awake?” Xiangzi’s voice came through. 0
 
Xiao Cheng turned his head and saw Xiangzi sitting in a chair beside him. 0
 
“Xiangzi…” 0
 
Xiangzi was about to get angry but was interrupted by Xiao Cheng’s sudden words— 0
 
“Yun Duo has left.” 0
 
Xiangzi was taken aback: “Left? What do you mean?” 0
 
“She is sick. Stomach cancer.” 0
 
 
“……” 0
 
“She’s gone, she doesn’t want me anymore.” 0
 
Xiangzi looked at Xiao Cheng, unsure of what to say. 0
 
He had never seen this side of Xiao Cheng. 0
 
In his memory, Xiao Cheng was calm, rational, mature, and steady. 0
 
But now, Xiao Cheng's eyes were filled with confusion and fear. 0
 
“On our wedding anniversary, I received a call, and she hasn’t been happy since.” 0
 
“She asked me if I could not go.” 0
 
“I didn’t answer her.” 0
 
“That night, after I left, she took a lot of sleeping pills.” 0
 
“Xiangzi, she was all alone, lying on the cold floor, waiting for death to come.” 0
 
“She left so lonely.” 0
 
Xiao Cheng's voice was soft and hoarse, as if it would dissipate with a gust of wind. 0
 
Xiangzi listened quietly, feeling a pang in his heart. 0
 
He couldn’t imagine that such a gentle, kind, and beautiful soul would choose to end her life in such a way. 0
 
“What was she thinking while lying there?” Xiao Cheng stared at the ceiling, his eyes red. 0
 
 
"Will she hate me?" 0
 
"She should hate me." 0
 
"When she left, she must have been in so much pain, so helpless." 0
 
"She..." 0
 
Xiao Cheng suddenly stood up, grabbing Xiangzi's shoulders, and shouted, "Tell me, why wouldn't she wait for me? Why wouldn't she give me a chance?" 0
 
"She clearly said that she loved me and was willing to give everything for me!" 0
 
"She lied to me! She lied to me!" 0
 
"Xiao Cheng, calm down." Xiangzi struggled, trying to break free from Xiao Cheng. 0
 
However, Xiao Cheng was too strong; he couldn't escape. 0
 
"What was she thinking when she left? Tell me, please tell me!" 0
 
Xiao Cheng shook Xiangzi violently, his voice filled with endless despair. 0
 
 
 
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