I still enjoy watching TV dramas.
I still like to sleep in.
I only occasionally think of Granny Liu.
She lies in bed, silent.
She is helpless.
She is also pitiful.
I want to take care of her.
But I can't control myself.
I always get tired easily.
I always give up easily.
Chen Ruichun increasingly likes to come to my house.
He started calling me "Sister."
He began bringing me small gifts.
He started complimenting me.
He said, "Sister, your cooking is really delicious."
He said, "Sister, you are more beautiful than actresses."
He said, "Sister, you are the best woman in the world."
I began to be infatuated with him.
I started to please him like the women in little movies.
I cooked for him.
I slept with him.
I was completely immersed in love.
I completely forgot about Granny Liu.
Until Chen Ruichun stopped coming.
Until Chen Ruichun ignored me.
I felt bored.
I can't sleep.
I started giving Granny Liu a bath.
I filled the bathtub with lots of bubbles.
I smeared bubbles on Granny Liu.
I did her makeup.
I applied lipstick, brushed on blush, and drew her eyebrows.
I pushed her and danced around the room.
I spun around and around.
I sang one song after another.
I made myself dizzy.
I pushed Granny Liu onto the bed.
I looked at her.
She looked at me.
We stared at each other.
We disliked each other.
I began to call Chen Ruichun.
I called him repeatedly.
He hung up.
I called again.
He hung up again.
I didn't give up.
I kept calling.
He finally answered.
He cursed at me on the phone: "You crazy person!"
I said, "Chen Ruichun, I miss you."
He replied, "I miss your mom!"
I said, "Chen Ruichun, come here, I'll give you money."
He asked, "How much will you give?"
I replied, "How much do you want?"
He said, "300 each time."
I offered, "I'll give you 1000, will you come?"
He responded, "Okay, I'm coming over now."
Chen Ruichun arrived.
He hugged me and kissed me passionately.
He tore off my clothes.
We made love on the floor.
He changed.
He was no longer gentle.
He was fierce.
After making love, he said to me, "Sister, I had no choice."
He continued, "Sister, I really have no way out."
He added, "Sister, my parents are not well; I need to earn money for their medical treatment."
He said, "Sister, my sister needs to go to college; I have to support her education."
He explained, "Sister, I'm doing this for my family."
He pleaded, "Sister, if you like me, please support me."
I said, "Alright, I won't be a maid anymore; I'll open a shop and earn money to support you."
He rolled over on the floor, looked at me, and smiled.
He said, "Sister, you are so good to me."
That night, we tossed and turned and spent the whole night together.
He clung to me.
I clung to him.
He stirred me up.
I was incited by him.
I completely let go.
The sun was shining on my backside.
I felt a heat on my back.
I turned over and continued to sleep.
I was awakened by a foul smell.
I opened my eyes and saw Granny Liu lying on the bed, barely alive.
Her bedding was soaked with excrement.
The room was filled with a terrible stench.
I felt very guilty.
I felt very self-reproachful.
I couldn't indulge myself like this because of Chen Ruichun.
I should take care of Granny Liu.
I should push her out to get some sun.
I should give her a bath.
I climbed down from the bed, leaned against the wall, and walked into Granny Liu's room.
I was preparing to help Granny Liu up from the bed and take her to the bathroom.
I forgot that I hadn't eaten.
I had no strength.
I stepped on a wine bottle.
I fell to the ground.
Granny Liu was pulled down with me and also fell to the floor.
She rolled over once and lay still on the floor.
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