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From initially being emotionally unwilling to accept this fact, to rationally accepting the occurrence of such a thing, I struggled internally with a complex mix of emotions.
This girl's last name is Huang, and she is an unmarried woman who is four years younger than me. Her profession is an entertainment anchor. She told me that she met A in the live broadcast room, and at that time, A was a frequent visitor to her live broadcast room and gave her many gifts. Gradually, they added each other on WeChat and started chatting on the app.
Until one day, Huang received a message from A, which happened to be the day he left after our argument. He told her that he was in this city for a business trip and if it was convenient, they could meet. That's how they had a relationship with no result.
Why didn't I hate her or speak ill of her? It's because I felt that she was also a victim. Besides, after asking some questions, I found out that she didn't know anything about A. At that moment, my heart was clear, and I understood everything very well.
Once I was certain of the nature of their relationship, I told myself that I had to make a trip.
In May, the weather in our northern region is not quite summer yet, with a cool breeze that seems to blow away the gloom in people's hearts. There's a bit of chill, but it's not that cold. Yet, it feels like a bucket of cold water has been poured over my heart, instantly freezing it and making it heavy, almost unable to move. This feeling is indescribable, as if I've fallen from a great height in an instant, and it seems like the world is mocking me.
After getting off the plane, I went straight to Huang, and the girl who came to pick me up was quite nice. I don't know why, but after seeing her, I couldn't get angry anymore. She seemed calm as well. In fact, we both understood each other without saying a word. She understood my identity, and I knew her situation.
" A told me he doesn't have a girlfriend, and I believe him. I might be a little foolish, but he's really good to me!"
I feel her kindness and innocence just like when I was looking for a partner at that time. I don't know what to say or how to comfort her.
"How is he treating you well, spending money on you, how much did he spend!"
I asked her this just to understand his situation. I'm already in a difficult position, yet I still care about others. What kind of person am I? After so many years living together, I feel like I don't understand A at all. Maybe I have really neglected his feelings. I feel a pang of regret in my heart.
Talking to Huang, I learned a lot of things I didn't know. Actually, what I really want to know is whether something happened between them. But as the conversation went on, I realized I don't want to know anymore. I feel like it's not important anymore. What I care more about is how to handle this situation and when he can move on from it.
With the help of Huang, I found the police officer handling his case. Officer Wang told me that when A had an accident, he had asked the officer to call me, saying it was my girlfriend's phone and to contact her for any assistance, but I didn't answer... Hearing this, my tears suddenly welled up and I couldn't speak...
Officer Wang also told me that this is a criminal case with solid evidence, and he has confessed, so it will definitely go to court for judgment, and there's nothing more for me to do. Even though I have a thousand questions I want to ask, I was shut out.
I, who knew nothing about criminal cases, embarked on a new journey. In order to clarify many issues, I began to study and research related content. I never thought that I would have anything to do with lawyers in my lifetime, but now I have started to make friends with them.
Huang is not bad. She took the initiative to give me some money, saying that it originally belonged to A. Now that he's in trouble, she can't do anything else, and this is the only thing she can do.
We returned the money that should not have been used to the victim, and fought for the opportunity to reduce his sentence. Anyway, I have done everything I can. During this time, I asked many people for help, including Nana, who is my only good friend.
Nana is a good friend whom I have always trusted, but I did not expect her to have such an attitude when this happened to me. Sometimes I will doubt life, I will ask myself, what kind of life is it, like me, always not favored by the goddess of luck, struggling through hardships?
One experience like this in a person's life is enough. When I was young and ignorant, I was still trying to balance my inner guilt, but the people around me saw me as a fool, beyond redemption! If it were your boyfriend or girlfriend who had such an experience, would you sit idly by and turn a blind eye?
Nana told me this: A, if he can do such a thing, his character is flawed. Can you have a good outcome living with such a person? You are destined to be unhappy. Do you still want to block your own happiness and wait for him? You are not worth it. By treating him well, you make him less likely to cherish you. Don't continue to do foolish things. Seize the opportunity to start your own happy life and find a better man. That is the right way for you to start a new life!
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