I lay on the Operating Table, clenching my fists and trembling my eyelashes. The cold sweat on my forehead slid into my eyes, causing tears to come out. "Don't be afraid, it won't hurt, you'll be fine after a good sleep." "The operation will begin immediately, please stay flat and don't move." The voices of the doctor and the nurse were talking in my ears, and the pain and fear made it almost impossible for me to think. In a trance, I remembered Guo Naidong's reaction when he found out that I was pregnant. "Jingjing, it's not the time to have a child yet." "We are still young, and we will have more." His voice echoed in my ears, and I closed my eyes, tears flowing out of my eyes. "Jingjing, be obedient, let's go and get rid of the baby tomorrow, okay?" At that time, I looked at his painful expression, and finally nodded with gritted teeth. I thought he would accompany me to the end, but unexpectedly, he let go of my hand first. After coming out of the operating room, the nurse helped me back to the ward. Guo Naidong was not at the door. I turned on my phone, and there was only one voice message from him: "Jingjing, I have something to do, so I'm leaving now." "You should have a good rest and stay in the hospital for two days before going back." My fingers paused in mid-air, and my heart ached. He said he would stay with me, but he broke his promise. Why? Didn't we agree that we would start over after the baby was aborted? I returned to the villa in a daze and curled up on the bed. The happy scenes we once had kept appearing in my mind, but the reality was cold.
I can't understand why Guo Naidong would treat me this way. Clearly, he used to care about me so much. The heavy rain poured down, accompanied by the rumble of thunder. I sat on the bed, hugging my knees, letting the tears flow freely.
Guo Naidong was really good to me, so good that I believed even if the whole world betrayed me, he would still stand by my side. Back then, we had just confirmed our relationship, and I had planned to go shopping with my best friend. Suddenly, it started to rain heavily on the way. I called Guo Naidong and told him not to come pick me up; my friend and I would take a taxi back.
But I still saw him standing by the roadside. He held an umbrella, standing in the wind and rain, completely soaked. When he saw me, he smiled and apologized for being late. I rushed into his arms and cried uncontrollably. Guo Naidong gently patted my back and comforted me softly.
"Don't cry, Jingjing, I'm here."
"Look at you, crying like a Calico Cat."
"I'm here now, so stop crying, okay?"
That day, I linked my arm through his and smiled with immense happiness because I knew that no matter when, he would be there for me, shielding me from the wind and rain. But now?
I touched my flat abdomen, feeling a deep bitterness inside. He said he wanted to terminate the pregnancy, and I agreed.
He said he would give me time to come out of it, and I agreed.
But what about him?
He is avoiding me, staying out of sight.
Even on a day like today, he chose to leave.
I keep telling myself that he must have been held up by something, that it wasn't intentional.
But the pain in my heart grows stronger.
I can no longer make excuses for him.
I need to put an end to this.
When I returned home, before I even opened the door,
I caught a whiff of the unique scent that lingers after intimacy.
I frowned and pushed the door open.
Guo Naidong was leaning on the sofa, lighting a cigarette.
He looked tired but satisfied.
My knees throbbed with bruises, and my lower abdomen ached in waves,
even my back couldn't straighten up.
In the living room, the lid of the trash can had fallen off; I glanced over and saw a used condom inside.
Someone had been here.
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