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"Is it that obvious?" Zhang Moyan pinched his own face, then stole a kiss on An Yuan's lips while he wasn't paying attention.
An Yuan smiled, grabbed Zhang Moyan's hand and placed it on his belly, "I just felt the baby move, feel it."
"Really?" Zhang Moyan was very happy, immediately kneeling on one leg and then pressing his ear against An Yuan's belly. "Hey, this kid is getting special treatment, huh!"
"Didn't you say we were going out to sunbathe together earlier? How come I overslept and you didn't wake me up?"
"You were sleeping so soundly, so I didn't wake you up. It's okay to sunbathe, you can do it tomorrow too."
"That's not what Dr. Xu asked you to do. It's already evening, you can't keep others waiting."
"We've already talked, this afternoon. Dr. Xu came back to pick up something he forgot and took the opportunity to talk to me." An Yuan already had a rough idea in his mind.
"Now, can you tell me why you're so happy?"
"Of course, I won't hide anything from you, as long as you want to know," Zhang Moyan suddenly became serious, leaving An Yuan at a loss.
"I am happy because of the baby."
"Baby, what's the matter?" An Yuan immediately covered her stomach and became serious.
"Dr. Xu said that the baby probably has some problems."
"What kind of problems?" An Yuan tried to suppress the sadness in his eyes, but his voice still trembled.
Zhang Moyan leaned in to hug An Yuan, but An Yuan dodged, leaving Zhang Moyan with hands stiffly placed on either side of the bed.
"Dr. Xu said that the baby may have autism after birth."
The three words "autism" circled in my mind, An Yuan covered his mouth with one hand, and tears immediately fell.
"Okay, I understand," said An Yuan, ignoring Zhang Moyan behind him. He lifted the blanket and buried himself underneath.
Hearing the muffled sobbing from under the blanket, Zhang Moyan's expression turned cold. He stood up from the ground, disregarding whether he was carrying a chill, and despite An Yuan's resistance, he lay down forcibly and then embraced An Yuan to his chest.
"I said, if you want to cry, you can only cry where I can see you."
An Yuan struggled, but couldn't break free from Zhang Moyan's strong grip.
"Zhang Moyan, what are you thinking?!" Why are you so happy when you hear that the baby may be born with autism?
He understands Zhang Moyan's thoughts, but that was the old Zhang Moyan. Now, the current Zhang Moyan is a bit hard for him to understand.
The quilt was very dark, so An Yuan couldn't see the sorrowful expression on Zhang Moyan's face at the moment.
The dry palm touched An Yuan's cold cheek, "Do you know what I felt when Yiyang took you and jumped off the bridge?"
"Pain? Despair? No, these are still too superficial."
"This room, you lie inside, I stand outside, dare not open the door... You lie on the bed, I sit under the bed, dare not touch you..." Zhang Moyan kissed An Yuan's forehead, "Forget it, don't say those things, no matter how you think of me, you must understand that in my heart, you and the baby are irreplaceable."
So just stay by my side and enjoy the love I give you.
An Yuan began to tremble. "Why aren't you saying anything? You said you would tell me everything I want to know!" Grasping Zhang Moyan's lapels, An Yuan shouted in a low voice.
He didn't want Zhang Moyan to keep everything from him, leaving him to piece together information bit by bit from others.
"I'm afraid."
When he was on the bridge, he was not afraid, because he firmly believed that he could save An Yuan. But after the surging waves, fear emerged from the depths of his soul.
"When I came in, I was prepared for the worst. As long as what I saw wasn't your body, I would be satisfied..."
"..."
"So the existence of the baby is a surprise to me. No matter what he will be like after he is born, I have already received the greatest satisfaction. So, I want to face it with a smile."
An Yuan No response.
"If you don't understand, I'm unable to give you a deeper explanation, I'm sorry."
The slender hands silently wrapped around Zhang Moyan's waist.
"Baby, it's okay."
"Yeah, I know, our baby is the best."
"No... I can feel him curled up in my belly, snuggling tightly against me." The front of my clothes is wet.
"Well, he loves you and can't bear to leave you."
"So, Yuan, let's welcome him with laughter, okay?"
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