He glanced at me, changed his shoes, and naturally walked towards the dining table. I closed the door and asked him, "Lin Yu, do you want to drink? I just bought a bottle of red wine yesterday."
He grunted, and I took out the red wine from the kitchen, poured him a glass, and poured myself one as well.
I sat across from him, raised my wine glass, and said, "Cheers, to... the beautiful moonlight tonight!"
He raised the wine glass with a strange expression. I avoided his gaze and took a sip of the wine.
"Lin Yu, have you ever thought about being a normal person?"
After finishing the meal, I casually asked him a question while watching him busy in the kitchen.
He paused in the act of clearing the table, and didn't answer me.
I stood up and walked to the kitchen, leaning against the door frame and raising my voice slightly: "Don't you want to live a normal life? Although I don't know exactly what you do, every time you show up covered in blood..."
I stopped and didn't say anything more.
I hugged my arms tightly, biting my lower lip.
Even if I tell him, what can I do? He's a professional assassin. Would he give up his career for me? Killing someone definitely earns a lot of money. He can buy a necklace worth tens of thousands without blinking an eye, unlike me. I dare not wear it at all, afraid that others will say it's fake, afraid of being robbed.
It feels like there's a great distance between us. He always keeps to himself, leaving right after meals. Every time I watch him gradually walk out of the neighborhood and his shadow disappears, I feel an emptiness in my heart.
Lyn Anchii, how could you fall for an Assassin?
"Just how?"
I didn't expect him to suddenly turn around and ask me, his eyes staring straight at me. I blurted out without thinking, "I always feel very distressed every time."
Lin Yu A hint of a smile flashed in his eyes as he continued to lower his head and scrub his bowl.
There is no communication between the two of us. He is silent, washing the dishes, and I am silent, watching.
Until he put on his shoes and was ready to go out, he called me: "Enqi."
I looked up at him in confusion, and he said abruptly, "The wind is gentle."
I thought for a long time and didn't understand what it meant. By the time I reacted, he had already walked to the entrance of the community. I lay by the window and watched him. It seemed like he felt my gaze, and he turned to look in my direction, smiling slightly.
That was the first time I saw him smile.
Later, I was busy with work, and during that time the hospital was very busy. When I finally had some free time, I realized that Lin Yu hadn't come to see me for a long time.
I called his phone but no one answered, and he didn't reply to my WeChat message either.
I'm worried that something might have happened to him and I want to go find him, but the hospital is not giving me any opportunity.
They said there's an emergency surgery that they insist I do.
After hanging up the phone, I rushed to the hospital in a fury.
The patient is a middle-aged man in his 40s who looks like a boss. He is surrounded by a group of bodyguards. Before changing into surgical clothes and going to the operating table, a man in black looked down at me coldly and said, "Do you know who's inside? You don't need to know. You just need to know that your life is in your own hands."
In other words, if I can't be saved, I have to be buried with it??
So the hospital wants me to perform this surgery because I have no money or power?
I took a deep breath and looked at the person in black with a slight lift of my chin, "I saved him not because of who he is, but because he was dying. I could help him, it doesn't matter who he is. If it were a beggar lying inside today, I would save him too. It's my duty."
Then I strode in, pah, don't look down on people with dog eyes!
Gunshot wound.
Thigh, back, chest.
I held my breath and gently removed the bullet, but suddenly my heart ached uncontrollably. Will Lin Yu also be injured by a gunshot?
For him, it should be often.
After the surgery, I sat on the bench and rested, silently contemplating what had happened to Lin Yu, and what I meant to him. What was the meaning behind his smile, and where did he actually go?
After the patient's condition stabilized, I changed clothes and walked out of the hospital.
The autumn wind is bleak, blowing on the body with a bit of cold.
I walked back in silence, opened the door and turned on the light. I found someone sitting on the sofa, it was Lin Yu, whom I hadn't seen for a long time.
He looked up at me in silence.
I walked over to him cautiously and stood in front of him, feeling a slight pang in my heart.
How long has it been? He looks so haggard, with redness in his eyes, pale and cracked lips, and unshaven stubble.
The eyes have lost their ferocity and hostility, replaced by endless tenderness and affection.
He reached out and grabbed my wrist, pulling me into his arms, and I fell into a sitting position on his lap.
He leaned his head slightly on my shoulder, his lips close to my neck, and his tongue licked it. I shrank instinctively, and he hugged me tightly.
"Enqi……" He called my name softly, and my heart felt tingly and numb, filled with an inexplicable emotion. I reached out and embraced his shoulder.
"Next time if you have something to do that will take a long time, can you let me know? Do you know how worried I am?" I was a little angry.
He smiled and affectionately rubbed my nose, "Okay."
That night, Lin Yu didn't leave.
I helped him shave his beard and cut his hair. When it was time to sleep at night, he insisted on sleeping on the sofa, but I refused.
He has never resisted me and resigned himself to sleeping with me.
"Lin Yu, there won't be a next time, right? Will you always be with me, right?"
"Um, I will always be with you."
But Lin Yu lied to me again.
Since that night, he completely disappeared from my world.
I have never seen him again.
At first, I thought he was the same as before. Until almost two months passed, and he never appeared again, never.
The doorbell rang, and I ran barefoot to open the door, breaking a glass and stepping on a shard without feeling any pain.
I opened the door with high hopes, wishing that the person outside would be him, but it wasn't. It was my best friend.
She looked at my feet in surprise and exclaimed, then helped me to the sofa, cleaned up the glass shards, and opened the lunchbox that was prepared for me. However, I had no desire to eat any of it.
The best friend is walking with a feeling of "hating that iron cannot become steel."
"Lyn Anchii, are you crazy? He's not a normal person at all. Even if you end up together, how many lives are on his hands? His hands are for killing! Are you saving people? Have you ever thought about it? You two are not meant to be together!"
I watched her in silence, a tear quietly slipping from the corner of my eye.
Lin Yu.
When I approached you, I never thought that there was an endless abyss in front of me.
I just know that this will be a road that looks very close but feels very far.
The matter of me loving you seems to have no conclusion.
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