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At that moment, Li Yingxue intentionally changed the subject, wanting to put an end to the conversation. She felt there was no point in continuing; after all, the past was the past, and it couldn't be changed. Rather than dwell on what could never be realized, it would be better to discuss something more meaningful. As for that person, she didn't want to mention him at all. For some reason, she was particularly sensitive about his existence.
Sometimes, she knew that discussing this matter would only make things worse. However, there was no way out now; having already spoken, she had no reasonable excuse left. Perhaps it was because the moment she became aware of him, a sense of guilt washed over her, leading her to ramble on. But the other party was very perceptive and quick to pick up on her reactions. As soon as she finished speaking, he would immediately understand what was going on without needing further explanation.
Ying Tao said, "Since you’ve brought it up, what else can I say? However, there’s one thing I still can’t comprehend. You two seemed to have a great relationship; everyone envied you both. I remember he prepared a special gift for you, and when I saw it, I felt so envious. At that time, I truly believed you were the happiest person in the world. I thought your relationship would blossom beautifully. But then, out of nowhere, I heard about your breakup the next day. Initially, I thought it was just a dream or some false rumor someone had spread about you two. Later on, when I asked around, I realized it was true—you really had broken up. At that point, I couldn’t understand why it happened.
Everyone should understand how strange such situations can be. Can you give me a reasonable explanation? Was it a physical issue or something else? It shouldn’t have been so easy for you two to part ways when your relationship seemed so strong. Everyone who saw you together felt envious; didn’t this come as a shock? Was there any underlying conflict between you two? Or perhaps when the idea of marriage came up, one of you couldn’t accept it?”
Li Yingxue replied, “We weren’t as good as you think; it was merely superficial. In reality, our feelings weren’t as exaggerated as everyone believed—we were just ordinary people. The reason we could separate so decisively is due to certain factors that I’m not really comfortable discussing with you. Honestly, I don’t even know why it happened myself. After all, I’m the one who got broken up with. If you want to know the truth, maybe you should ask someone else; they might know more than I do.
Your brother probably knows a lot more about their relationship than I do since they were very close. Even though I'm involved in this situation, there are many things I'm not particularly clear about. When our relationship was good, I never pried too much into his matters because he needed his own space. If I had asked too much, he would have found me annoying.
I tried to maintain some boundaries. Even when he brought up breaking up with me, I didn’t argue against him because I believed he must have considered it carefully before making such a decision. Since he had thought it through so thoroughly, what more could I ask? If I continued to press him for reasons or demanded a reasonable explanation for our breakup, it would make me seem cheap.
A girl like me shouldn’t worry about finding another boyfriend! So I didn’t pursue the matter further; at least I could save some face since I'm the one who got dumped. No matter how anyone brings it up later on, I'll always feel embarrassed about it. But since we’ve already parted ways, I don’t want to dwell on those past events anymore. If you hadn’t mentioned this today, I wouldn’t have brought it up with anyone.
Even though we’ve broken up, this has left a shadow in my heart that makes it difficult for me to approach other guys for a long time now. In fact, over these past few years, I've never sought out another boyfriend. For some reason, every time I interact with other guys, I feel a sense of aversion and find it hard to accept them. It’s as if my actions create an inexplicable contrast; perhaps it's because I'm too concerned about everything that I've unknowingly built up feelings that even I don’t fully understand.”
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