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As time passed, during the daily training at the Academy of Esoterics, Lin Mengmeng gradually discovered subtle changes in her feelings towards Jiang Hanting. Her initial awe and fear of him gradually transformed into understanding and appreciation, and in her heart, a kind of indescribable emotion quietly emerged.
On this evening, Lin Mengmeng walked alone on the campus. Moonlight spilled onto the winding path, creating dappled shadows. The night breeze gently brushed her cheeks, bringing a hint of coolness. Her thoughts wandered in this peaceful night, constantly recalling the moments with Jiang Hanting.
She remembered Jiang Hanting's strict coaching style during training, his sharp yet caring words, and his calm and decisive behavior in moments of crisis. Whenever these scenes flashed through her mind, her heart would involuntarily skip a beat. She silently asked herself, "What are my feelings for him, exactly? Is it just admiration for an excellent senior, or is there a deeper emotion hidden within?"
Lin Mengmeng's heart was filled with doubt and struggle. As an introverted girl with social anxiety, she had never imagined experiencing such emotional turmoil. This sudden surge of emotions left her feeling both confused and scared. She looked down at her shadow, and it seemed to tell her that her heart was undergoing some kind of change in the moonlight.
She murmured softly to herself, "How should I face this kind of feeling? Am I really ready to understand and accept it?" Her voice was filled with hesitation and uncertainty.
She sat in a quiet corner, gazing at the distant stars, with her inner struggle and confusion constantly churning. She pondered her emotions, whether it was merely an appreciation of Jiang Hanting's esoteric personality, or if it had already transcended this category. She was afraid that her emotions would affect their relationship, and even more afraid that this feeling was just her wishful thinking.
However, at this moment, Jiang Hanting's figure appeared in her line of sight. His steps were steady, his expression still indifferent, but for some reason, in Lin Mengmeng's eyes, he seemed gentler than usual.
Jiang Hanting approached her, his eyes seemingly hiding a hint of concern: "It's so late, what are you doing here alone?"
Lin Mengmeng is a bit nervous, her voice trembling slightly: "I, I'm just thinking about some things."
Jiang Hanting looks at her, his eyes softening slightly: "What are you thinking about?"
Lin Mengmeng shook her head, not ready to share her emotional fluctuations: "It's nothing, just some ordinary things."
Jiang Hanting didn't ask further, just stood quietly by her side, watching the night sky together. Moonlight shone on them, and the flowing time seemed to stand still in this moment.
Lin Mengmeng felt a hint of inexplicable comfort in her heart. She may need time to clarify her feelings for Jiang Hanting, but at this moment, she was willing to quietly share this calm and warmth with him.
Late at night, the two bid each other goodnight and returned to their respective dormitories. Lin Mengmeng lay in bed, her thoughts still churning.
Lin Mengmeng lay on the bed for a long time, and her thoughts spread out like ripples. The indifferent but subtly caring gaze of Jiang Hanting kept appearing in her mind, making her feel an unprecedented sense of excitement and confusion.
The next day, the college had a holiday, and Lin Mengmeng decided to stroll around the neighborhood near the campus to distract herself from her growing longing for Jiang Hanting. Unexpectedly, Jiang Hanting also appeared in the neighborhood, and his presence made Lin Mengmeng's heart beat faster.
Jiang Hanting Looking at the bustling street scene, there was a hint of unfamiliarity in his eyes: "I rarely come to this kind of place."
Lin Mengmeng Asked in surprise, "Is this your first time shopping here?"
Jiang Hanting nodded, still indifferent in tone: "Yes, usually I wouldn't waste time in a place like this."
Lin Mengmeng couldn't help but smile: "Since you're here, try to relax a bit, shopping can also be a form of relaxation."
They strolled together on the street, and Lin Mengmeng pointed to a bookstore, saying, "That bookstore is very nice, I often go there."
Jiang Hanting followed Lin Mengmeng into the bookstore, his eyes wandering absentmindedly on the bookshelves, seemingly finding everything here fresh. Lin Mengmeng noticed he paused in front of a certain book, so she took the initiative to take that book down and hand it to him.
Jiang Hanting took the book, flipped through a few pages, and then commented lightly, "This kind of book is of no use to me." His tone revealed a lack of interest in this type of reading material.
Lin Mengmeng sighed softly and responded somewhat helplessly, "You really don't know how to enjoy life." Her voice carried a hint of teasing, but her eyes shimmered with warmth.
They continued to stroll down the street, and when they passed by a small restaurant, Lin Mengmeng pointed to the shop and said, "The desserts here are delicious, do you want to try?" Her tone was full of anticipation, and a slight relaxed smile appeared on her face.
Jiang Hanting frowned slightly, looking somewhat reluctant, but eventually followed her inside. They sat down and ordered several desserts. When the desserts were served, Jiang Hanting took a bite, and then a rare expression of satisfaction appeared on his face. "It's indeed good," he said in his usual cold tone, but his eyes revealed a subtle sense of comfort and contentment.
Seeing Jiang Hanting in this scene, Lin Mengmeng couldn't help but feel a hint of sweetness in her heart. She discovered that although Jiang Hanting usually seemed cold and unfeeling, he actually had moments that he liked and enjoyed. She smiled gently and thought to herself, "Perhaps he's not as difficult to approach as he appears on the surface."
At that moment, Lin Mengmeng felt that she had a deeper understanding of Jiang Hanting. She realized that everyone has their own complexity, even someone seemingly invincible like Jiang Hanting also has their weaknesses and preferences. This realization made her more curious and interested in Jiang Hanting.
During a day of leisurely strolling, Lin Mengmeng gradually felt that Jiang Hanting was not as difficult to approach as she had initially thought. Although their conversations were still few, they had become more natural and relaxed than before.
In the late afternoon, as the sun began to set, they sat together on a bench in the park, enjoying the glow of the sunset. Lin Mengmeng quietly watched Jiang Hanting, and her feelings became clearer: she had indeed developed special emotions for him.
She asked softly, "Senior Jiang, what do you usually do?"
Jiang Hanting turned his head and replied calmly, "Training, studying, and thinking."
Lin Mengmeng smiled and said, "You are really serious."
Jiang Hanting glanced at her, with a hint of imperceptible softness in his eyes, "Being serious is my only choice. In the world of Esoteric, not being serious means danger."
Lin Mengmeng fell silent for a moment, then said softly, "I have also been working hard, hoping to become a better Esoteric practitioner. But sometimes, I feel confused and afraid."
Jiang Hanting's eyes became deep, "Everyone has their own fears and confusion, what's important is how to face them. You've been doing great."
Lin Mengmeng felt a hint of comfort and smiled slightly, "Thank you, Senior Jiang."
They sat together in silence, watching the sunset slowly sink below the horizon. In this moment of tranquility, Lin Mengmeng felt an unprecedented peace of mind. Although her feelings for Jiang Hanting were still somewhat confused, she had begun to accept the existence of these emotions.
After the last rays of the setting sun disappeared, Lin Mengmeng and Jiang Hanting got up together and slowly walked back to the academy. On the way, Lin Mengmeng suddenly gathered her courage and asked, "Senior Jiang, if I have feelings for you..."
Before she could finish her sentence, Jiang Hanting gently interrupted her, saying, "Mengmeng, I know what you want to say. But right now, the most important thing for us is to become stronger Esoteric practitioners. We can talk about the rest later."
Lin Mengmeng felt a little lost, but she nodded and said, "I understand."
They returned to the academy and went to their respective dormitories. After Lin Mengmeng returned to her room, she sat quietly by the window, feeling increasingly complex emotions. She knew that Jiang Hanting had a deeper meaning in his words, but she also understood that what she needed now was to focus on her own growth.
She took a deep breath, set aside her emotions, and decided to focus on her esoteric training and studies. In her heart, her feelings for Jiang Hanting were like a quietly blooming flower, needing time and space to mature and clarify.
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