Better to Have Loved 20: Xiao Cheng's Regret
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Pipi still kept the old habit of going out every day. 0
 
Every afternoon at three o'clock, it would sit by the door, waiting for Xiao Cheng to come back. 0
 
Xiao Cheng found it strange and decided to follow Pipi for a while. 0
 
Pipi first went to the sandbox in the park and dug around in the sand with its paws. 0
 
Then, it circled around the flowerbed in the neighborhood twice. 0
 
Xiao Cheng was puzzled. 0
 
Until one day, he saw a scene in the park— 0
 
A girl in a white dress with long hair cascading down was crouching on the ground, gently stroking Pipi's head. 0
 
“Pipi, where is your sister?” 0
 
Pipi called out once, then again, and then fell silent. 0
 
The girl's eyes turned red as she turned her head away. 0
 
Pipi turned around and slowly walked home. 0
 
At that moment, Xiao Cheng suddenly understood. 0
 
Pipi went out every day to retrace the path that the cloud had taken it on. 0
 
The cloud was gone, but Pipi continued to follow its old routine day after day. 0
 
As if that way, it could find the cloud again. 0
 
Xiao Cheng felt a lump in his throat, and his eyes instantly turned red. 0
 
Heavy rain poured down. 0
 
 
Xiao Cheng finally pushed open that door. 0
 
Pipi emerged from under the desk, holding an empty bottle marked with sleeping pills. 0
 
He suddenly recalled the crossed-out words. 0
 
"I can never go to the island again. Goodbye, Xiao Cheng." 0
 
The empty sleeping pill bottle, the scratches on the door, and the smudged handwriting from tears. 0
 
Xiao Cheng realized that on that fateful day, Yun Duo had intended to end her life. 0
 
However, because Pipi had chewed through the door lock, Yun Duo's suicide plan had failed. 0
 
Pipi tilted its head at him, seemingly asking, "What are you sad about?" 0
 
Xiao Cheng covered his face and slumped onto the floor. 0
 
A torrent of regret engulfed him, chewing over his feelings again and again. 0
 
He felt like food swallowed by a monster, slowly being digested. 0
 
Xiao Cheng began to recall what he had done on that day. 0
 
He couldn't remember. 0
 
His mind was like a malfunctioning machine, endlessly replaying the events of that day. 0
 
That morning, he opened his eyes and saw Yun Duo watering the flowers. 0
 
She wore a light blue nightgown, her long hair cascading down, her expression gentle. 0
 
She bent down to water a vibrant cactus, droplets splashing onto the leaves, crystal clear. 0
 
 
She said, "Xiao Cheng, good morning." 0
 
Like every ordinary couple, they exchanged greetings in the morning. 0
 
However, Xiao Cheng did not know at that moment that Yun Duo was saying goodbye to him. 0
 
He thought it was just a casual remark. 0
 
That night, when he returned home, Yun Duo was already gone. 0
 
Standing in the empty living room, Xiao Cheng realized that Yun Duo was truly not there anymore. 0
 
He pushed open the door to that room and saw those words. 0
 
And also, the medicine bottle that Pipi was holding in its mouth. 0
 
Xiao Cheng finally understood that Yun Duo had intended to die on that day. 0
 
And he had missed something. 0
 
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Xiao Cheng stayed shut in for three whole days. 0
 
On the fourth day, Xiangzi knocked on his door. 0
 
Yong Nan had sent him messages and called, but there was no response. 0
 
With no other options, Yong Nan could only find Xiangzi. 0
 
Xiangzi was his childhood friend and also a close buddy. 0
 
Xiangzi stood at his doorstep knocking for a long time before Xiao Cheng finally opened the door. 0
 
 
He was wearing a white shirt stained with wine. 0
 
The moment the door opened, Xiangzi was nearly overwhelmed by the strong smell of alcohol. 0
 
However, Xiao Cheng seemed relatively stable, and his emotions were not out of control. 0
 
He calmly walked over to the sofa and sat down, then picked up the bottle of wine from the coffee table, preparing to drink. 0
 
Xiangzi frowned as he walked into the living room. 0
 
It was then that he noticed the neatly arranged empty wine bottles in the living room. 0
 
Moreover, everything in the house was organized in an orderly manner. 0
 
This did not resemble the dwelling of a drunkard at all. 0
 
Xiangzi snatched the bottle from Xiao Cheng's hand and poured the wine over him, saying, "Are you out of your mind?" 0
 
Xiao Cheng remained expressionless, staring blankly at the bottle. 0
 
 
 
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