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One day, Ah Lin didn't show up.
Two days, Ah Lin still didn't show up.
The feeling of loss spread from all directions again, wanting to engulf Ah Yin. The feeling of losing a client made Ah Yin afraid, as if there was a monster chasing after Ah Yin, not wanting to be swallowed by it.
Ah Yin: I have a XX card in my hand. I'll pass it to you when I pass by later.
Ah Lin: No need, I'll give it to your client when the time comes.
Ah Yin: Um, you don't really think I'm just going to give you the card, do you?
Ah Lin: Then for what?
Ah Yin: ...
That day, Ah Yin felt very worthless, feeling extremely low, but it was also on that day that Ah Yin seemed to realize that she had fallen in love with Ah Lin, a kind of love that came from the heart. During that time, Ah Yin suddenly felt that she and Ah Lin had switched positions. Originally, it was Ah Lin who chased after Ah Yin asking what she was doing, but now it was Ah Yin who chased after Ah Lin asking what he was doing. Ah Lin's topics became more and more explicit, and the scale became larger.
Ah Lin: Did you have a good time last night?
Ah Yin: It's okay.
Ah Lin: How long is his XX?
Ah Yin: I haven't measured it.
Ah Lin: Have you given him oral sex?
Ah Yin: No.
To be honest, Ah Yin felt nauseous at the mention of these topics, but she endured the conversation with Ah Lin, seemingly afraid that Ah Lin would ignore her again. Although she told herself not to allow anyone to hurt her again, including herself, she still seemed to be under a spell, until Ah Lin sent a WeChat message: "Send me a photo of your big breasts to see." Ah Yin suddenly became angry, feeling that her self-esteem had been seriously hurt.
Ah Yin: Let's stop chatting, it's getting more and more boring! Yes, I have feelings for you. Do you feel proud to make me guess your thoughts? You, this gentleman in wolf's clothing, if you say these things again, I will definitely block you!!
Ah Lin didn't reply for a long time, then sent: Have you arrived home?
Ah Yin was sitting in her own garage at the time, feeling angry, and replied: It's none of your business.
Ah Yin thought Ah Lin wouldn't message her again, but the next day, Ah Lin still shamelessly greeted Ah Yin, who ignored him.
Ah Lin: Do you have time tonight? I'll come see you.
Ah Yin: No time.
Ah Lin: You're just being dramatic. You say I don't understand your thoughts, let's talk it out tonight.
Ah Yin: Yes, I'm dramatic. Don't flirt with me, go flirt with someone else.
Ah Lin: Childish.
Ah Yin: Yes, I'm childish. Stop bothering me.
Ah Lin: You need to understand, you're not looking for a replacement.
Ah Yin: Then am I looking for a comfort item?
Ah Lin: Would you divorce for me?
Ah Yin didn't reply for a while. After a while, Ah Yin responded: "Do you often watch adult films at home?" (Ah Yin didn't know why he asked this, maybe he associated Ah Lin with the scumbag who had deceived him before, the scumbag had stored a lot of adult films on the computer.) Ah Lin: "You will never get divorced. Since you can't give too much, don't ask so many questions!"
This sentence is indeed true. Ah Yin did not reply.
After a long time, Ah Lin: If you have time tonight, I'll come find you.
Ah Yin suddenly felt that it seemed like the last time she went to find Ah Lin eagerly. Ah Yin couldn't bear it and replied: I'll come find you. By the time you get here, I'll be ready to leave. (Ah Yin has flexible working hours, Ah Lin gets off work at 5:30 every day, and the drive for both of them is nearly over an hour.)
How did Ah Yin plan it at that time? It seems like she wanted to cut ties with Ah Lin, immediately cutting off contact after getting out of bed, never to contact him again, as a way of repaying Ah Lin for his kindness. Ah Yin arrived at Ah Lin's place around 6 o'clock. Ah Lin's house was still the same as when Ah Yin last visited, probably about six years ago. The furnishings and everything were almost unchanged, even the washing machine that Ah Yin helped buy was still quietly placed in the bathroom. It was clear that Ah Lin was a clean guy. Ah Lin gave Ah Yin peanuts and walnuts, and Ah Yin nervously dropped them all on the floor. Ah Lin: "You're so nervous. Actually, I have you in my heart."
Ah Yin took a look at Ah Lin.
Ah Lin: I am a person who values my roots. When I helped you before, it was also helping myself. While helping you with the project, I also learned a lot myself. (This is the truth, he really didn't like you)
Ah Yin suddenly felt like she had been delusional. It seems that Ah Lin really wasn't interested in her as he had previously stated.
But Ah Yin came with the purpose of breaking up with Ah Lin, so the atmosphere suddenly became a bit awkward.
Ah Yin: Let's go to the room.
In the room, they saw two beds, one was Ah Lin's bed, and the other was?
Ah Lin: My classmate lives here.
Ah Yin: Take off your coat, Ah Lin pulled Ah Yin to sit on the bed.
Ah Yin: Feels like a hookup.
Ah Lin: Is it the kind without feelings?
Ah Yin: Yeah.
Then, they just sat there and chatted like that!!
Talking until after 7 o'clock, Ah Yin felt that time was running out: "You really don't plan to go to bed with me, there are many people who want to go to bed with me."
Ah Lin: "It's not the right time yet."
Ah Yin: "Hmm? If we miss this opport the company y, there won't be another chance."
Ah Lin: "Just like you said, I don't want to lose you as a good friend either." (Previously, Ah Yin and Ah Lin had agreed to put on the brakes, otherwise they wouldn't even have each other as friends.)
Ah Yin suddenly felt very moved and hugged Ah Lin voluntarily. Ah Lin kissed Ah Yin.
Ah Lin: Go back, come find me when you leave your husband.
Ah Yin: Why are you so good to me?
Ah Lin: I don't know either.
Ah Yin then really felt like she was hit by something, just like when the client said that you and I are the same kind of people.
Ah Yin: Let's be lovers.
Ah Lin: Let's just be friends.
Ah Yin: By doing this, I can't be without you even more.
Ah Lin: Then don't leave.
Now think about it, this is probably sweet talk, but at the time, Ah Yin really felt like she could give herself to him right away.
Ah Yin: Are you really planning to let me go back like this?
Ah Lin: It's not easy to want you.
Ah Yin: Are you playing hard to get, stealing my heart like this?
Ah Lin: Where is your heart?
Ah Lin touched Ah Yin's chest: It seems a bit smaller than before (referring to the first time Ah Yin came to Ah Lin's house and Ah Lin hugged him).
Ah Lin is probably the kind of not serious but serious man that Wen Nuan mentioned.
The next day, Ah Yin: Do you really have me in your heart?
Ah Lin: If you say it exists, then it does. (Don't insist on it)
Ah Yin: I know, my heart has been captured by Ah Lin.
That's all for today.
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