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After that, the temperature of the chat between Ah Lin and Ah Yin has always been around 95 degrees. Every day, Ah Lin greets Ah Yin first, then inquires about Ah Yin's married life, and then the two flirt a little on WeChat before going about their own business. During this time, in order to resist her own desires and external temptations, Ah Yin casually mentioned the matter of a client to her husband. Ah Yin's original intention was to make her husband suspicious of her, to keep an eye on her, so as not to really make a big mistake. Ah Yin's husband was indeed very painful during that time, so painful that Ah Yin regretted telling her husband about the matter.
One night, Ah Lin: Where are you now?
Ah Yin: At home.
Ah Lin: I need to study in another system for a year, so I won't be able to help you as conveniently as before. You need to be more careful working in a state-owned enterprise, don't be too simple-minded.
Ah Yin: Will we still keep in touch?
Ah Lin: Of course, but it won't be as convenient as before.
Ah Yin: Will you come back?
Ah Lin: Geez, I'm not dead. What's with your mental toughness?
That night, Ah Yin cried. During that time, because Ah Yin told her husband about the client's matter, Ah Yin's husband ignored Ah Yin. Seeing Ah Yin cry, Ah Yin's husband softened and hugged Ah Yin.
Ah Yin cried in her husband's arms, her mind filled with thoughts of Ah Lin. Ah Lin had left the same system, and now she truly felt alone and desolate, just as Ah Lin had said. What would she do without him? How would things develop with Ah Lin in the future? Given his personality, he would probably quickly integrate into the new environment, make new acquaintances, especially with attractive female colleagues. With new faces around, he would probably forget about her, right? Where was he now? Was he back home reporting the good news to his parents and family, or was he having dinner with old or new colleagues? But what did it matter to her? Would he still come to see her? Perhaps it would be best to cool down the relationship now. His time and energy would be devoted to adapting to the new environment and job, and he wouldn't have time to flirt with her like before. As for her, her term was ending and she would be moving to a new organization. It would be perfect; they would both be busy with their own things, sharing their time and energy separately. Perhaps they would slowly become people who accompanied each other for a period of time, just like Qian Kaiyi in Bi Shumin's "Female Psychologist," guarding the female protagonist through a stage of life.
On the morning Ah Lin went to report to the new system, he sent Ah Yin a photo near the the company. Ah Yin felt a surge of joy and called Ah Lin (they usually chatted on WeChat and rarely called each other).
Ah Yin: Are you nearby?
Ah Lin: Do you want me to be nearby?
Ah Yin: It's okay, it's okay. (Actually, this is Ah Lin's tone, I'm just imitating him)
Ah Lin: This is a photo from the internet, you are too easy to fool.
Ah Yin: ...
But Ah Yin really wanted to fly to Ah Lin immediately. She drove onto the overpass and suddenly realized that she was acting like a crazy old woman. Shaking her head, Ah Yin turned the car around and headed to the company. There was no longer Ah Lin's profile on the intranet, but Ah Yin had previously saved all of Ah Lin's intranet profile pictures in a WORD document, as well as the articles Ah Lin had published in the system. Ah Yin specially rushed to the company from home in the rain on the weekend to search and save all of Ah Lin's articles in a document. Ah Lin had previously told Ah Yin that the reason he was transferred from the regional branch to the headquarters was because he had published an article that was appreciated by the leadership. However, at that time, Ah Yin thought that Ah Lin had only published one article. But when she searched, she found that Ah Lin had published many articles. In the process of searching for Ah Lin's articles, Ah Yin seemed to feel that she liked Ah Lin more - perhaps Ah Yin had no imm the company y to handsome and talented men. If Ah Yin had known that Ah Lin was so talented eight years ago, she might have had feelings for him at that time. But Ah Lin was so elusive. Can Ah Yin catch him?
After Ah Lin moved to the new system, he still greeted Ah Yin every day, but not as frequently as before. At that time, Ah Yin felt lost in her heart. Sometimes she would ask Ah Lin, "Are you planning to keep your distance from me?" Ah Lin would say, "Don't make subjective assumptions. There were plenty of times when you ignored me before. Didn't I greet you the next day?" Sometimes, Ah Yin would push Ah Lin to the limit, and Ah Lin would say, "Are you crazy?" Then the next day, Ah Lin would flirt with Ah Yin again. Ah Yin would say, "Are you proud to make others worry about you?" Ah Lin replied, "Aren't you worried about others too?" One time, Ah Yin pushed Ah Lin too hard, and Ah Lin said, "You have some weaknesses, or serious flaws. I hope you can recognize and correct them as soon as possible: First, you are too eager for quick success and instant benefits!! Too self-centered!! It seems like everyone must revolve around you 100%, and your problems must be answered in the next second; your demands must be met in the next second. This is impossible! Second, your mind is too simple!!! You should know that people can act and lie! (He is acting and lying) Don't believe everything you see or hear (very easy to believe others)! Start from the person's characteristics, think and analyze more! (Indeed, so I fell hard) Being a person is not the same as doing business, each deal is unique! People are complex entities! Third, you don't understand how to grasp the main contradictions. When encountering opport the company ies or problems, you should know how to grasp the main contradictions, grasp the key points!!! Don't be afraid to take the lead or be hesitant! Once you grasp the main contradiction, everything will fall into place!
Actually, this is the later chat mode between Ah Yin and Ah Lin. In daily life, there's flirting, serious matters where Ah Lin guides and criticizes Ah Yin, which her husband has never done. How do Ah Yin and her husband discuss issues? Generally, whatever Ah Yin says, her husband either blindly agrees and goes along with her, or he takes the opposite stance, as if he must refute Ah Yin until she has nothing to say to show his dignity. As the discussion goes on, if it's not Ah Yin saying, "Okay, let's stop talking," it's her husband saying, "You're right, I'm done." In fact, the problems between the two are like a cactus in the desert. It may seem fine on the surface, but underneath the sand, there are thorns. Ah Yin also reflected on why it's like this. The reason may be that Ah Yin looks down on her husband from the bottom of her heart, so she feels that what her husband says is useless, while the so-called clients and Ah Lin's words are like divine decrees to her. If one day her husband also becomes successful, Ah Yin might also treat his words as decrees.
As for why Ah Lin didn't have sex with Ah Yin both times, Ah Lin said, "Do you just want to have sex with me? Do you think there's a necessary connection between our relationship and having sex?" Sometimes Ah Yin wants to get to the bottom of things, and Ah Lin will say, "You fool, it's for your own good. I'm just having sex (indeed)." Ah Yin will ask, "Are you afraid of being trapped by me?" Ah Lin will say, "You won't even divorce, what's the point?" During that time, Ah Yin really felt as if she was dating Ah Lin. Every morning, Ah Lin would greet Ah Yin on WeChat, "It's raining heavily, I was just driving, went to the hospital this morning." It seems that Ah Lin is more concerned about Ah Yin's feelings than before. If he can't reply to Ah Yin on WeChat for a while, Ah Lin will say, "I'm going to sleep first, it's inconvenient to reply while driving," and there's no more teasing like before. Ah Yin thought that Ah Lin should have been more affectionate towards her during this time, probably more about flirting before. Ah Yin and Ah Lin arranged to meet on a Friday night, but on Thursday night, Ah Yin had a physical relationship with her husband. Ah Lin asks Ah Yin about her sex life every day, and then asks if Ah Yin reached climax. Ah Yin usually answers truthfully. On that Friday, Ah Lin asked Ah Yin as usual if she had sex last night. Ah Yin replied that she did, and Ah Lin said, "Then you don't need me today." Ah Yin said, "How could that be?" That day, Ah Yin set off early from the the company to Ah Lin's place, and Ah Lin got in the car.
Ah Yin: What do you want to eat?
Ah Lin: My tooth hurts today, just have some porridge.
Then Ah Yin drove.
Ah Yin: Where is your classmate (the one who lives at Ah Lin's house)?
Ah Lin: He's at my house.
Ah Yin: Is he single?
Ah Lin: Hmm
Ah Yin: Still not married?
Ah Lin: Divorced
Ah Yin glanced at Ah Lin: You won't get divorced too, will you? (To be honest, Ah Yin really hopes Ah Lin will answer "yes," but Ah Yin knows that with Ah Lin, at her level, she won't be able to get a single word out of her)
Ah Lin: What do you think?
Ah Yin: I don't think so. (Every time Ah Lin asks Ah Yin "What do you think?", Ah Yin always answers honestly, because she knows that she can't lie in front of Ah Lin. With Ah Lin's level of insight, any lie would be exposed immediately.)
Ah Lin: Do you think there's hope for me after my divorce?
Ah Yin quickly replied, "No."
This is the first time Ah Lin and Ah Yin have faced each other to talk about the word "divorce".
This meal was extremely unpleasant. Ah Yin was very impulsive in her words and actions. As soon as she sat down, she started chattering and ordering dishes. Ah Lin said, "Can you lower your voice?" During this time, Ah Lin asked Ah Yin to find a nanny to take care of his mother. When it came to the nanny, Ah Yin said, "Isn't your dad retired? Can't he take care of your mom?" Ah Lin suddenly got angry: "If you don't have any ideas, don't make random suggestions. Everything that can be thought of has been considered!" (He really doesn't like you). The atmosphere was a bit awkward on the spot. Ah Yin seemed to have no use for her mouth other than eating.
Ah Lin: Eat some meat, you're so thin.
Ah Yin: I don't like eating meat (in a very harsh tone).
Ah Lin: There are more people now, so you can speak more assertively. When there were fewer people earlier, you should have spoken more softly. Different occasions require different ways of speaking. You should pay attention to these aspects if you plan to be a reserve cadre in the future.
While Ah Lin went to the restroom, Ah Yin settled the meal bill. Ah Yin is not used to letting guys pay, whether it's a college boyfriend or a husband. Usually, Ah Yin pays for the date. It seems that only in this way does Ah Yin feel self-reliant. When Ah Lin came back and saw Ah Yin had paid the bill, he was a bit surprised.
Ah Lin took Ah Yin to a beautiful place. It seems that Ah Lin is very familiar with this place, even knowing where the restroom is. Ah Yin thought, I wonder how many other women Ah Lin has brought here before.
Ah Yin: You are very familiar with this place.
Ah Lin: I've been here before when a friend invited me for a meal.
Ah Lin put his arm around Ah Yin, and to match Ah Lin's height, Ah Yin didn't wear high heels that day. The short-statured Ah Lin and Ah Yin looked quite compatible. At that moment, a security guard approached from the opposite direction. Ah Yin's first reaction was to push Ah Lin to the side, but Ah Lin held Ah Yin even tighter and said, "You are always so jumpy. He's not going to come and arrest us."
Ah Lin held Ah Yin's hand and led her to a secluded place. It was then that Ah Yin carefully looked at Ah Lin's hand. Ah Lin's hand was very fair and if he were a bit taller, he would be like a refined scholar. And what about Ah Yin's husband? Although his hand was not as fair as Ah Lin's, it was slender and clearly the hand of a cultured man. When they first started dating, Ah Yin loved to place her small hand in her husband's large hand, which could tightly hold hers. In a secluded spot with the sound of flowing water, Ah Lin and Ah Yin were intimate. This was the first time they were truly intimate, without Ah Yin feeling moved to give herself to him because of something Ah Lin had said, as had happened in the previous two occasions. Ah Yin smelled Ah Lin's body odor, which was also clean, giving the impression of a clean young man. And what about Ah Yin's husband? He was also a clean person, but because of his tall and well-proportioned figure, he looked more masculine and exuded a stronger masculine scent.
After being intimate, Ah Lin asked, "Have you satisfied your desire?"
Ah Yin felt a jolt in her heart.
Ah Lin: Didn't you just ask him for it yesterday? Your desire is still so strong today. It's possible that it's really "like a wolf at thirty, and a tiger at forty," when you reach a certain age.
Ah Yin was stunned again.
Ah Lin: If you like me so much, why do you still have to have marital relations with him?
Ah Yin glanced at Ah Lin and didn't say anything.
Ah Yin continued driving. Ah Lin: Your skirt is not short enough.
Ah Yin: Oh? Are you interested in girls wearing short skirts?
Ah Lin: I'm interested in you.
Ah Yin: That's a lie.
Ah Lin chuckled and said: Actions speak louder than words.
The two remained silent along the way.
We're almost at Ah Lin's house. Ah Lin said, "Do you think this is interesting? (It's really not interesting.)" Ah Yin didn't catch on and thought Ah Lin seemed to be asking why not get a divorce and then come find him, instead of having an affair within the marriage: at least the kids would be happy. Ah Lin said, "You're really strange, you don't live in the city, you like living in the suburbs." At the time, Ah Yin didn't catch on either and thought Ah Lin was asking why not buy a house in the city, saying, "The city is expensive, the suburbs are cheap." Ah Lin got out of the car and said, "Thank you for dinner tonight."
Ah Yin was really stunned.
Ah Yin thought, Ah Lin probably feels bored like this.
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