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I think that as long as you can pick yourself up, as long as you can find hope again, my purpose will be fulfilled.
Even if you come to resent me, I am willing to accept that.
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Later, you finally managed to pull yourself together.
With your own abilities, you established your own company.
You finally found hope again and rediscovered the direction in life.
Only then did I finally breathe a sigh of relief.
I knew that my purpose had been achieved.
I knew that you no longer needed me.
So, I chose not to disturb you anymore, to distance myself from your life.
I hope you can find happiness and live a fulfilling life.
I believe this is the only thing I can do for you now.
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Gu Ling, I know that you have always misunderstood me; you have always thought that I betrayed you, that I let you down.
I don’t blame you; I truly don’t blame you.
I know my choice was cruel and indifferent.
I know my choice was unfair to you.
But… I really had no choice.
If time could be rewound, I would still make the same choice.
Because... I love you.
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Gu Ling, I no longer have time.
I know you have always wanted to take revenge on me, wanting me to pay the price.
But I no longer have time.
I don't want us to torment each other anymore.
I hope you can let go of everything from the past and start a new life.
I hope you can find happiness.
This is my last wish.
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Gu Ling, this is the last letter I leave for you.
All my secrets, all my thoughts, are in this letter.
I hope that when you see this letter, you will no longer resent me, nor blame me.
I hope you can understand my feelings and comprehend my choice.
I know I owe you so much.
If there is an afterlife, I will definitely make it up to you properly.
But in this life, we can no longer turn back.
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Gu Ling, my love, goodbye.
——Ye Yu.
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19.
When I finished reading this letter, tears were streaming down my face.
I finally understood everything.
I finally realized why Ye Yu wanted to break up with me in the first place.
It turns out that everything she did was for me.
She would rather have me hate her, would rather have me take revenge on her, than let me fall into despair and give up hope.
She was really so foolish, so foolish.
She silently loved me like this, giving everything for me.
Yet I had been hurting her all along, tormenting her.
I had never hated myself this much before.
Unable to bear the weight of my emotions any longer, I covered my face and cried out loud.
Ye Yu is gone.
She is truly gone.
She left so suddenly, so heartlessly.
I was given no chance at all.
Every day, I mumble to myself while looking at the things left behind by Ye Yu, repeatedly calling her name.
Ye Yu, Ye Yu...
But Ye Yu can no longer hear me.
I will never see her again, never.
The last letter from Ye Yu was like a suicide note, leaving behind all her secrets and thoughts.
Yet it took her away with it.
And I, on the other hand, fell into an endless abyss because of it.
In her final moments, Ye Yu meticulously planned a revenge.
She dragged me down with her.
Making me forever immersed in pain, forever living in guilt and regret.
Very well, she succeeded.
With her own life, she completed this ultimate scheme.
I deserve it.
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