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Du Yuwei said that his lifelong happiness depends on me, and I am speechless. Even if I see Mr. Zhou, and help him with a few kind words, Jingwan's heart belongs to Wang Ze.
Seeing Du Yuwei so engrossed, I had to remind him: " Jingwan is so beautiful, she might already have a boyfriend. You should find out for sure."
Du Yuwei immediately became unhappy, "Ling Xiaomeng, you're raining on my parade."
"I'm just reminding you out of goodwill, so you won't be heartbroken later."
"Alright, my mind is made up. Ling Xiaomeng, you must help me. I don't care."
Du Yuwei started to act stubborn, and I had no choice but to just respond with an 'okay'.
Du Yuwei hung up the phone happily, but I sighed for him. It's hard for a prodigal son to turn back, but it's a pity that the fallen flowers are unintentional.
Actually, it's right for Du Yuwei to suffer a setback, because he treats his feelings carelessly.
In the following days, both Zhou Heng and I were very busy, especially Zhou Heng, who was almost unavailable even when we called each other.
I wonder what he's been busy with lately. Even with so many things going on in the observatory, there are still so many senior brothers. Because it's the weekend and there's no overtime, Yao Yao has a lot of free time lately and has signed up for an adult painting class. Now I feel a bit left out.
Bored out of my mind, I can only go out for a walk.
Holding a book in my hand, but I'm not in the mood to read it.
I keep thinking about what Zhou Heng is doing today.
He looks busy, so I didn't want to disturb him. I put my phone down several times, and in the end, I didn't send him a message.
Mrs. Jiang did invite me to her house for the weekend, but I refused because I thought she would be busy with her company, and Grandma Zhou is also a busy person.
If I went, not only would I not be able to help, but I would also be a burden to them and they would have to take care of me.
I flipped through a few pages of the book, but my mind was wandering as I stared out the window. Lately, I've been feeling restless, and I don't know why. "Xiao Meng."
I looked up and saw Wang Ze's tall figure standing in front of me. Without waiting for my consent, he sat on the chair opposite me.
He had lost some weight compared to before, and his angular features exuded a mature temperament. His neat hairstyle paired with a casual beige jacket gave him the air of a successful person.
I wasn't annoyed to see him; instead, I felt calm and composed. I smiled and said, "How come you have time to come and read?"
At first, he was taken aback, then he smiled awkwardly and said, "I didn't expect to run into you here."
Yes, in the past, our favorite bookstore to visit together, even if we just sat on the steps, we could happily spend half a day reading books.
But now, the two of us sitting here have completely different states of mind.
"Wang Ze, I was a bit harsh on you before, and even blamed you after you helped me. Thinking about it, I was also wrong."
I gently closed the book, looked up, and calmly told him, "Actually, I don't blame you. Everyone has their own story, and you have your own hardships."
Zhou Heng once said that everyone has their own story and their own helplessness.
"Wang Ze's eyes were a little red, he just looked at me, choked up and speechless.
" Jingwan is a good girl. If you are interested in her, cherish her. Otherwise, decisively reject her." Hesitation in love is harmful to both parties.
Wang Ze nodded, and he reluctantly showed a hint of a smile: "These days, I have thought a lot and figured it out."
"Seeing you so happy with Zhou Heng, I know that if I continue to pester you, it will only make you dislike me more."
There was a hint of bitterness in his eyes, perhaps because he had seen me and Zhou Heng together, which was also the reason he had made up his mind.
"He is a very good person, better than me."
At that moment, I didn't know how to respond to him.
In fact, he is also an outstanding person. It's just that our fate only paused for a moment.
"Wang Ze, you have perseverance and know what you want to pursue."
"Xiao Meng, back then, it was my fault for letting you down."
I quickly waved my hand, I no longer want to dwell on the past, I just want to live each day in the future well. There are many expectations for the future, and within them, Zhou Heng, there is our beautiful world for two.
Wang Ze is such a smart person, he knows what I want to say. He smiled gently, and when our eyes met, I saw the relief in his eyes.
"Okay, I'm looking forward to drinking at your and Zhou Heng's wedding banquet."
I blushed awkwardly, "Okay, okay."
To everyone else, Zhou Heng and I seemed like a perfect match, destined for marriage. Was I not looking forward to it? No, I was even more eager than they were.
Thinking about this issue, my heart is almost melting into honey, filling every part of my heart.
Zhou Heng and I, for the rest of our lives, will become each other's reliance. What could make me happier than this?
After parting with Wang Ze, I returned home with a sense of contentment.
As I slung my bag over my shoulder and hummed a tune, getting ready to step through the entrance of the residential compound, I suddenly heard a woman's voice behind me.
"Ling Xiaomeng."
When I turned around, I saw Lixiang standing not far away in a white dress.
I wonder how Lixiang found my home? She looks like she has something on her mind. I quickly walk over to her.
"Lixiang, do you have something on your mind?"
Lixiang's expression is indifferent, even a little annoyed. Her attitude towards me is just like the first time we met, with hostility.
I know she is upset about me and Zhou Heng. "I want to talk to you." Huh? Talk to me? I've experienced Lixiang's temper, and she only talks to me about Zhou Heng. But I've already decided that I won't let go of Zhou Heng's hand no matter what.
I smiled and said, "Sure, let's go up and sit for a while?"
"No, right here. I'll leave after I finish talking," Lixiang replied.
Lixiang's attitude was cold, as if she didn't want to look at me more than necessary, so her expression was very conflicted.
"If you want me to leave Zhou Heng, I'm sorry, I won't agree. Lixiang, we are both women, you understand my feelings." My attitude is also firm. As I said this, Lixiang stared at me with an incredulous look. Suddenly, she laughed contemptuously.
"Okay. Then I'll tell you the truth."
A hint of an enigmatic smile tugged at her lips, sending shivers down my spine.
"Do you know why Zhou Heng is with you?"
I looked at her in astonishment, and her sudden words really puzzled me. Zhou Heng being with me, is there any other reason? Suddenly, my heart started pounding inexplicably.
"What do you mean?" Lixiang chuckled and looked at me with an even more peculiar expression. She scrutinized me up and down, and finally, in a lazy tone, even a bit of schadenfreude.
"That's because he just wants to make up for his own mistakes," With a buzzing sound, my mind went blank, and I was suddenly lost in a daze. Lixiang's words scared me, and I didn't even want to hear more. I didn't know what my expression was like, but my hands were shaking a little. Lixiang continued, " Zhou Heng helped you with the divination, but actually, it was his first time doing it, and he made a mistake in interpreting the hexagram because he was nervous. It's something he has been blaming himself for, and he didn't expect to meet you later. He saw how much you suffered because of that divination, and he felt it was his fault. If your marriage was delayed because of that divination, he felt it was his own sin."
"Ling Xiaomeng, do you now understand why Zhou Heng is with you? If you were sensible, you would find a man to marry, and then Zhou Heng wouldn't be in such a difficult position. Just because of one mistake, do you want to ruin his life? Do you want him to spend his whole life with you?"
At this moment, my head was filled with a buzzing sound, and Lixiang's words seemed like a dream. I felt completely disoriented.
Is Zhou Heng with me out of pity? Or is it to make up for his own mistake?
Is it because I can't get married? That's why he wants to be a good person and help me. Then, what about our feelings? What does he mean by " Good Affinity "? His words, "the matter started because of him, so he should be the one to resolve it."
So that's what it means. Everyone around him knows, only I didn't know. The Jiang family knows too, only I didn't know. I feel like a fool, happily thinking I had met the most precious person in my life.
When he thought that Wang Ze and I would reconcile, he appeared indifferent. At that moment, I understood. If Wang Ze and I had reconciled, Ye Ling would not have been involved with Zhou Heng. Sigh! My heart sank a little.
"He originally had a bright future ahead of him. You ruined his prospects. Do you know that because of you, Zhou Heng had to give up the opportunity to study in Beijing? What does this mean for Zhou Heng? He wants to achieve great things, but because of you, Ling Xiaomeng, you also ruined Zhou Heng's dream."
When Lixiang spoke passionately, she shook my arm a few times. "Do I not like him? I have liked him since I was young. But I know he has his own dreams, and I won't be as selfish as you to hinder his future. This trip to Beijing is such a rare opportunity."
"Do you even hear what I'm saying..."
Lixiang What was said afterwards, I didn't hear at all. My head is pounding, and my chest feels so tight that I can hardly breathe. I didn't cry, just stood there in a daze, letting the breeze pass over my skin. Was it me who made Zhou Heng give up his dream? Was it me who made him helpless?
He has been contacting me less these days, very busy, very busy. At this moment, it seems that I understand the reason behind it.
I feel like a walking corpse, not knowing how to return home.
All I know is that I am so cold, I grip the sofa tightly, hugging myself. My heart, cold, so cold that I shiver uncontrollably.
My tears uncontrollably flowed down and landed on the back of my hand, they were unexpectedly cold.
I have never experienced such a heart-wrenching feeling, it's nothing short of agonizing. Just like a song reaching its climax, abruptly stopping, abruptly stunned.
Breaking up with Wang Ze, I only felt distressed, but more so, I felt angry.
But this time, I hadn't even heard those two words, and my heart was already aching like needles pricking it.
As an ordinary person like me, in Zhou Heng's eyes, I am just one of the many. He just wants to help me pass through, and in my lifetime, I am no exception, just an accident.
If he hadn't misinterpreted that hexagram, he definitely wouldn't have ended up with me today.
Good Affinity, do not harbor evil thoughts. He told me. My mind is in a mess, tormenting me all night long. I couldn't sleep, just thinking about me and Zhou Heng.
This feeling is driving me crazy and causing me immense pain.
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