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Perhaps things ended in this way, but it still tugs at the hearts of two women.
Huang may have found peace, let go, and added a vivid stroke to her emotional experience, announcing the end of a relationship that hadn't even properly begun. It's an experience, a lesson, and I believe she will understand it in her own way.
And I, I am deeply immersed in self-blame! Perhaps this result is my own fault, caused by my own hands. Shouldn't I give myself a chance, and give him another chance? When I heard news about A again, it was already three months later.
I also stood up from that quagmire, walked out, and entered the normal trajectory of life! From being used to not having him around to now living on my own, it's also good. I don't want to touch the old scars again. I just want to live well in the future, without any more quarrels, living each day peacefully and healthily.
In the world of emotions, there is no right or wrong, and it's not a place for reasoning, but a place for love. My heart was once bound by money and interests, causing me to get angry time and time again, and showing my worst side to my closest family. They suffered a lot because of my ignorance. In fact, I am quite grateful for everything that happened. It made me see myself more clearly, like a mirror reflecting me into reality, allowing me to see the warmth and coldness of the world, to be indifferent to the joys and sorrows of life, and to understand the true meaning of life.
People experience joys and sorrows, partings and reunions; the moon waxes and wanes, and goes through phases. Living in the present and cherishing the people around you is a top-level wisdom of life.
Three months later, I received news that A would be going to court. I knew that the court's decision would be to sentence him to eight to ten months in prison. This result was expected, but it still hurts a little inside, feeling that everything is still so unfair...
A lawyer who has become a good sister told me that his case is not a big one, and what he needs most at the moment is my spiritual support. She suggested that I could go to see him on the day of his trial, because this is the only chance for us to meet before he comes out. So once again, I set off on the road to this unfamiliar city...
This time is different from the last time. It's already the hot weather of summer, very hot. The earth seems to be covered by a big stove, but I don't feel like a restless ant on a hot pot, I am unusually calm. My heart is as still as water.
Four months later, to be honest, I can't wait to see him. But this is in the courtroom, I can't speak, I can only look at him from a distance. It's the first time in my life that I have appeared in court in this way, which I never imagined. I'm holding a spectator's pass, sitting outside the courtroom, waiting for the court staff to call me in.
I entered through the back door and was placed in the middle towards the back. I was not allowed to make any movements or speak throughout the entire time, and there was even a bailiff next to me watching over me.
I saw the judge's position in the middle front, the defendant's position, the plaintiff's position, and the scene on the TV screen were exactly the same, never before have I been this quiet.
The court process was very simple, and the content was also very simple. I didn't listen carefully to what the judge and prosecutor were saying, I only listened carefully to A's answers. From his speech and his attitude, it was clear that he was in good spirits and had already adapted to life inside, although he had lost a lot of weight. He always answered the judge's questions with his back to me, not knowing that I was sitting in the audience seat below the platform. Poor guy, he didn't think I would come all this way to see him, so when he walked into the courtroom from the front door, he kept his head down, as if he was coming with a repentant heart. It's good, everything I saw was better than I imagined, and I'm quite happy.
After about thirty minutes, it was over. At the moment of adjournment, he seemed to sense something and turned around to look at me. Neither of us spoke, and in less than a minute of eye contact, he turned around and was taken away, and I was also told I could leave.
The matter has finally come to an end, and the heavy stone in my heart has finally been lifted. A has been sentenced to eight months of imprisonment.
The last thing I need to do is to bring some clothes for him to the detention center. This is my idea, and it's also what the director of the detention center told me to do. I remember at that time I was particularly tight on money, and my heart was quite tough. Others were saving money to buy better food, but I didn't do that. I still believe that the policies provided by the country are very good.
In this way, I secretly concealed everything and silently bore it all by myself. Except for my good friend Nana, no one else knew.
I just want to say, life is really not easy, so cherish it as you go. When living together, communicate more, be more tolerant, be more understanding, have fewer misunderstandings, fewer arguments, and less betrayal. Everything should be done in moderation, don't dig your own grave, don't do things that you will regret, and don't hurt others and yourself.
There was a Chinese New Year in between, and I don't know how they spent the New Year's Eve inside. I heard that they organized various activities and improved the food...
Where there is waiting, there is hope. Where there is hope, there is expectation. The days are getting closer day by day...
Nana said she really admires me, saying that I have a strong will and once I set my mind on something, I won't turn back.
I teased her, "You really know how to joke. When people come to you for help in difficult times, you speak coldly. Now, you seem to have changed, unable to see others doing well. You see me struggling through these difficult days, and suddenly you're so close to me again!"
She gave me a cold look, "Why are you still holding a grudge against me? Luckily, we're still best friends. Can a friendship of over ten years be easily broken? I did it for your own good, fearing that you would suffer and live in misery, unable to speak of your suffering, crying secretly by yourself! Don't be too happy too soon, he will come back. You've been hoping and waiting for his return like a precious treasure. Who knows how the days ahead will be! Let me wish you well in advance!"
"Yes, in the future, we will definitely be happy! I will pick up the love we lost and the feelings we quarreled over!"
I laughed foolishly...
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