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"Mm, it won't happen," this is not a promise, nor a vow made under the moonlight. The words "forever and ever" spoken by two sweet individuals just beginning to explore love are as light as the cold breath they exhaled at that moment—gentle, without heaviness, devoid of the solemnity of kneeling before the moon to make an oath. What exists is merely a sweet agreement, a surrender to the love before them and a hopeful longing.
Dear ones, please do not set your expectations too high for a beautiful first love. One day, when they no longer say "forever and ever," do not mock their naivety or sense of betrayal.
At this moment, their sincere yearning for an embrace of "forever and ever" and a genuine heart that accompanies it should make even the moon and stars blush with shame, making them too shy to peek at the initial and most beautiful love of these two young souls yearning for affection.
Later that night, Lu Chenyu held Lin Xi's hand as they walked around the track again and again. Although surrounded by melting snow and cold air, the hand held tightly by Lu Chenyu was sweating, dampening their grip; neither felt cold.
They talked about the future, even discussing where they would settle down one day—her job, his job, their lifestyle, who would get off work first and cook dinner, and who should wait at home for whom to return.
Everything was so beautiful! Time seemed to stand still!
After that night, due to both being busy celebrating the New Year with family and visiting friends, they did not see each other again until the day before school started when they agreed to go buy phones together.
Coming out of the phone store, Lin Xi's phone contained only Lu Chenyu's number, while Lu Chenyu's phone had only Lin Xi's number saved. They stood at the entrance, gazing at each other with silly smiles as sunlight streamed in from outside, warmly illuminating them both with its soft golden glow.
Sitting in class, Lin Xi gazed out at the dancing sunlight. The Probability Teacher at the podium was a young handsome man, but Lin Xi didn't hear a word he said; she didn't even glance at his handsome face. Her mind was filled with sweet memories from her winter break with Lu Chenyu and her repeated rejections of An Shaojie—his disappointment, loss, and silent suffering.
"Brother Shaojie, you've always been like this since childhood—enduring your pain silently, making others feel heartbroken. If you could be a little more cheerful, if you could live a bit happier and carry less weight in your life, Brother Shaojie, I could let you go peacefully."
"And Qinglan, where are you? Why haven't I heard anything from you? Why doesn't even Brother Shaojie know where you are? Do you hate him for not telling him your whereabouts? How have you two managed all these years? Why haven't you captured his heart yet? You promised me you'd never leave him. If you were by his side, I could also let him go peacefully."
Lin Xi, who rarely felt sorrowful, was just beginning to understand the taste of grief—all caused by love!
March in Beijing is rarely bright; the sunlight flickers in and out of the clouds. Many people on campus are still dressed in thick cotton jackets, wrapped in large fluffy scarves, looking like cotton balls.
Su Hailu sits next to Lin Xi. She is a fashionable person who would never let herself look like a lion dog, even in the coldest winter.
Her tall figure is complemented by a fuchsia cashmere top that makes her skin appear rosy and fair. While Lin Xi gazes out at the scenery and the comings and goings of people, Su Hailu stares at Lin Xi's face with a strange expression.
"Lin Xi, why do you keep rejecting handsome guys' invitations and dates? It pains me to see the disappointment in their eyes," Su Hailu says, fixated on Lin Xi's face.
Lin Xi continues to look out the window without responding.
"Look at him, how sad he is, yet he still forces a smile for you, saying it's fine. But how can it be fine? Once he turns away, he must be crying somewhere in a corner, saying it's fine!" Su Hailu continues.
"Su Hailu, can you please stop bothering me?" Lin Xi suddenly turns her head and shouts.
"What’s wrong?" Su Hailu feigns surprise, reaching out to touch Lin Xi's forehead. "Are you sick? You’re dressed so lightly."
"You’re the one who’s sick," Lin Xi retorts sulkily.
"Alright then, I can't even care about you without being scolded. You really don’t appreciate kindness," Su Hailu says as she starts clearing off the desk. "Class is over; time to head back to the dorm. Are you planning to become a sculptor?"
Lin Xi turns and chuckles, saying, "You’re the sculptor! With your high nose, high cheekbones, and distinct features, you clearly look like a sculptor!"
"Hurry up! If I were a sculptor, no one would remind you to go back to the dorm today; you'd just sit here like an ice statue," Su Hailu says impatiently.
Su Hailu is an active person who just finished tidying up her desk and, in the blink of an eye, has already reached the classroom door.
Lin Xi hurriedly packed her things and rushed toward the classroom door, calling out, "Wait for me, you impatient one!" as she jogged along.
Lin Xi is usually a laid-back person, taking her time with everything and remaining calm and unhurried. However, whenever she is with Su Hailu, she finds herself breathless and flustered, struggling to keep up with her pace.
But looking at Su Hailu ahead, she appears calm and leisurely, exuding an air of tranquility.
Lin Xi can be considered an outstanding individual; in terms of appearance, character, and academics, she excels in every aspect compared to others. Yet in front of Su Hailu, she often feels like she is lagging behind.
The main issue lies in Su Hailu's perspective and thoughts. Every time she reveals the intricacies of things and her long-term plans for the future, Lin Xi is left speechless.
Although they have just entered university and many classmates are still immersed in the curiosity and novelty of being freshmen, struggling to adapt to their new roles, Su Hailu has already begun planning her life.
"My plan is to go abroad before my senior year, and I must bring my handsome boyfriend along," she said confidently, her slightly curled long hair fluttering in the cold wind.
"Wow, Su Hailu, planning to go abroad before senior year is feasible, but can you really plan on bringing a handsome boyfriend? Is a boyfriend part of your life plan? But relationships depend on fate; they can't be forced. How do you plan for that?"
Lin Xi stared wide-eyed at Su Hailu in disbelief. She felt that Su Hailu's mind was always filled with various novel ideas that left Lin Xi perplexed about what she would announce next.
"Of course you can plan! There's nothing in life that can't be planned as long as you dare to dream," Su Hailu confidently replied. Lin Xi stared at Su Hailu in astonishment for quite some time.
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