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To be honest, I have thought about the issue of divorce.
If I were a young and ambitious person in my early twenties, or a wealthy second-generation with favorable family conditions, I might directly confront Xu Chuye on the phone, asking who they are and why they are calling at this hour. If there have been recent abnormalities due to another person, and if the other party is truly cheating, then I would go directly to the civil affairs bureau for a divorce, taking all pre-marital property into my possession. Then, I would use the other party's marital infidelity as a reason to fight a splendid and successful battle for a turnaround.
But for me at the moment, or as an ordinary Omega, divorce is absolutely not to be taken lightly.
I won't mention anything else for now, but in terms of age, I don't have the advantage. Although my appearance is still decent, ultimately, I'm not as wealthy as others. I know that saying this will make some people think I'm vulgar and tacky, but divorce is a cost in itself. If I can't catch the other party in the act, everyone will only think that the Omega I married is just throwing a tantrum because they don't want to have children or can't have children.
"Nowadays, young couples just want to have fun as much as they can. They will only understand the joy of having a child as a companion when they are older, and it can also help maintain their relationship."
"They say that Alphas become bad when they have money, but my husband Ye er has been faithful to his wife Ningning for so many years. You must cherish him."
In the past, when Xu Chuye had a low salary, his mother-in-law was always observant at the dinner table. But since his son became a small business owner using the resources I introduced him to, he has become arrogant. He used to be able to pretend, but now he can't even be bothered to pretend.
"Your son was able to become wealthy only with my help to reach his current position. Back then, he was just a lowly assistant under my control, unable to even meet the academic requirements to enter a university. I had to persuade his supervisor to introduce him to help with his students, otherwise he wouldn't have been able to open his small storefront."
I calmly retorted to my mother-in-law, "Oh, I almost forgot, your son tried to use connections to find a way into the university to become a counselor. He was so attentive to me, and didn't you also come to the school to find me? You brought food and local specialties. Why weren't you in a hurry to have your son find an Omega to continue the Feng family bloodline, instead of finding me, an Omega who made it clear before marriage that I didn't want children."
Xu Chuye Put down the chopsticks, "Mom, please don't say anything. This is a matter between my wife and me."
"A hen that won't lay eggs."
I understood every word my mother-in-law said, even though she spoke in a low voice. "Mom, what did you say? Ningning, don't get upset. You don't know my mom. Don't argue with her. I'll talk to her. Take your time eating."
My mother-in-law's cooking is actually quite delicious, but after she said that, I didn't feel like eating even the most delicious meal.
I just don't understand, we are all Omegas, so why make life difficult for other Omegas? Do we have to compete with children like those young teachers who have just started working in order to feel comfortable?
But my mother-in-law's words are not without reason. At the very least, one thing she said is right: I do have an advantage in terms of finances. If I choose to divorce now, as an Omega who has stepped back to rely on a fixed salary and has been married, who would want me, a single young Alpha, after the years of mundane life have worn me down and added a few wrinkles? And who's to say the next Alpha I meet won't be worse than this one?
In short, I simply can't afford the Alpha that I want. The desire to be beautiful is universal, everyone has desires. With average looks, no money, and no power, our lives and social circles are filled with such people. But who really wants that?
Nowadays, most marriages are nothing more than a path chosen after careful consideration, a path that one must walk even if it means kneeling. Initially, I was just at the right age for marriage, or rather, the age of being fed up with being single, and I happened to meet Xu Chuye.
He was quite satisfied with being a "licking dog" for me, and my conditions made him overjoyed. That's all there is to it.
"Hello? Dad."
Looking at the caller ID on the phone, I knew without guessing that it was Xu Chuye asking Dad to persuade me to come home.
"Xu Chuye said that you two had a fight because of the child."
Dad's tone on the other end was somewhat displeased, "Actually, Dad thinks that Xu Chuye's request is not unreasonable. You are being too stubborn. Even Omega has children, your mother has children, and you have been married to Xu Chuye for so many years. Now that your work and life are stable, it will be difficult to have children if you wait any longer."
My dad is a kind and honest man, very traditional, with a strong sense of responsibility. He always approaches everything with a sense of duty and takes care of every aspect of our family. He is always considerate to my mom, treating her like a little girl. Since I was young, he taught me to do the laundry, cook, and do household chores, so when I graduated and started living on my own, it was not a problem. The only issue is that he is too kind-hearted, so he habitually encourages me to be kind to others. Even before I got married, he taught me to cook for my future in-laws, which led me to unconsciously continue this habit after marrying Xu Chuye, always wearing an apron and cooking and doing household chores.
Actually, Xu Chuye can cook, but when we first got together, he eagerly tried to cook for me a few times. But to be honest, his cooking was not visually appealing and the taste was unbearable. Since I showed my skills in the kitchen, it has become my second living space.
Fortunately, in the past few years, he would voluntarily do the dishes, buy groceries, and tenderly let me rest when I accidentally got hurt while cooking. He would also order a few dishes I like from the restaurant.
In terms of advantages, Xu Chuye doesn't smoke or drink, and he never indulges in gaming like those Alphas. He used to take the initiative to do housework. When he gets off work early, he prepares the bathwater in advance, washes some fruit, or buys some snacks that I like. He also gives me massages and foot rubs.
Actually, I don't ask for much. I just want him to be attentive and caring, and he has done that. Naturally, I won't nitpick at him. If I want to eat something delicious, I can also cook, it's not a problem.
He has always been quite patient with me, not just this time, but also before. If I'm not happy at work or feeling upset, he always spoils me. But these are not reasons for him to cheat.
People all have their own strengths and weaknesses. Although I want to focus on his strengths, people's hearts are not ancient. When the other person's true colors are revealed, even the most foolish person must become shrewd.
I couldn't help but interrupt, "Dad, I really don't want to have children. It's not just a psychological resistance, but also a physical impossibility. My constitution is weak, and I was constantly anxious during my school years. Now that my life has finally settled down, I just want to live the life I want. Besides, he also said before we got married that he agreed not to have children."
"Lin Xuanning, you are now in your thirties, no longer the immature Omega of the past. Starting a family, building a career, and having children are all necessary stages of life. As an Omega, if you don't have children, your life is not complete. After having children, mother can help you take care of them, so you don't have to worry."
I can't stand hearing this. What do you mean not having children makes life incomplete?
Looking back, when I brought Xu Chuye home to meet my parents, my dad once told me that if he thought this young man was good, he would open up the good wine that had been treasured in our home for many years.
The grace of raising me for many years is hard to repay, and the fact that I have not married has been unacceptable to my parents. My dad once said that my mom gave birth to me when she was in her twenties, and when her job stabilized, I was still wandering around alone.
Sometimes I also think that I am not filial enough. My dad often gets angry because of my so-called new ideas, such as not getting married or having children. Sometimes when he gets angry, he says things like "if you weren't going to get married, I shouldn't have raised you in the first place." In the past, I didn't think much of these words, but as I gradually understand the outside world, the more I hear these clichés, the less I like them.
"Dad, can you please reconsider your old-fashioned beliefs? So in your eyes, Omegas should just stay at home to take care of the family, while Alphas are busy with their careers?"
"You see, what kind of words are you saying, Dad didn't mean that."
The voice on the other end of the phone raised, "When you reach Dad's age, you will know how wonderful it is to have a child. When you get old, there must be someone to take care of you. Besides, Xu Chuye is diligent and progressive, with good character and appearance. Although he didn't have as high an education as you at the beginning, he has always pampered and protected you. Now he has a successful career and is still wholeheartedly devoted to you, isn't he?"
"He wouldn't have Omega calling him if he were devoted to me."
"Xu Chuye told Dad that the person is just his old friend, a lawyer. He repeatedly assured me that everything between him and that Omega is aboveboard. Dad, seeing his sincerity, is willing to believe him this time. In a marriage, there are ups and downs. You can't always be suspicious of each other; it's not good for your relationship."
I tucked the phone back into my pocket and stood outside the hotel, feeling the cold wind. I turned to the silent Xu Zhiran next to me and said, "Brother, can I borrow a lighter?"
However, Xu Zhiran not only put out the cigarette but also closed the lighter, saying, "Didn't you just advise me not to smoke?"
"I'm feeling down."
I reached for his shirt pocket, but he skillfully dodged.
"Are you going to challenge me too?"
Xu Zhiran held the cigarette box high, and as I tiptoed to grab it, a gust of cold wind made me shiver, causing my outstretched foot to lose its balance.
"Okay."
He gentlemanly pretended to support my waist, then grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the hotel lobby, just as we both Could you provide me with a specific text or context noticed, a man secretly pressed the camera shutter.
"Open-plan room."
Xu Zhiran took out his ID and handed it to the smiling and knowing waiter.
"Are you two looking for a Couple suite? Our hotel also provides free romantic items. May I ask if you two..."
"No need."
Xu Zhiran Without waiting for the waiter to finish speaking, he took out his phone to scan and pay, "Just a deluxe king-size bed room, how much for one night?"
The waiter's face still wore a standard smile, but his tone turned cold, completely different from before. "We only have twin rooms now, or single rooms charged by the hour. The bed is very narrow."
I'm not used to owing anyone, so I reached out to grab his phone. "What are you doing? I don't need you to pay for me."
Xu Zhiran is tall, and in the blink of an eye, he settled the bill and showed the QR code to the other party.
The waiter politely said, "Sir, please use facial recognition over here."
I slid my finger across the screen, pouting and muttering, "You can save half the money by joining group purchases online."
I sent the money to Xu Zhiran on WeChat, but he didn't accept it.
"If you need anything, give me a call or message me on WeChat. If you're scared, just call me and leave a voice message. I'm always online."
"Xu Zhiran handed me the room card and considerately ordered takeout for me before walking to the door."
I know he's trying to avoid suspicion by saying I'm not divorced yet, but no matter what, in terms of treating me well, Xu Zhiran has never let me down. On this lonely night, only his kindness has been warming my heart.
"Wait."
I have a subtle impulse in my heart, and before I could react, my fingers had already grabbed his sleeve.
He looked at my eyes with suspicion, and spoke without interruption.
Perhaps it's the vindictiveness at play, or maybe at this moment I need a male Alpha to comfort the dignity I've lost, or perhaps I also want to experience the feeling of cheating.
I wonder how far Xu Chuye and that Omega's relationship has progressed...
I found a noble reason for myself, but in fact, I just want to have sex with the male Alpha who has always hidden his feelings for me.
Perhaps it's because of hormones, or maybe it's the approaching emotional tide, but right now I really need this affair to arouse my desires and soothe the wounds in my heart. As for the person, the good-looking Xu Zhiran, who has long been accustomed to the identity of childhood playmate, can actually be considered as a candidate for a sexual relationship.
"Did I let you go?"
I hooked my finger, casually skimming over the thick male root nestled beneath the zipper, and raised an eyebrow with a smile as I asked him, "Won't you come up and sit for a while? Alpha."
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