Lingxiang was my first love. If I were to describe him with a word, the first thing that comes to mind is gentle and intellectual.
I met Lingxiang on campus. With similar interests and hobbies, we worked together in the student union and soon became a couple.
At that time, many teachers and classmates had high hopes for the two of us, believing that we were a perfect match, both in terms of academics and appearance. We looked very compatible, like an Alpha and an Omega, and standing together, we looked like a married couple. But as graduation approached, we faced an extremely practical problem.
That's a long-distance relationship.
Lingxiang is a native of the southern region, and his appearance reflects the distinctive features of the Jiangnan water town, giving a feeling of a delicate and beautiful family. He lives far from my home, and he plans to intern at a law firm right after graduation, and then work there. At that time, although I was active in the student union, my academic performance was average, and I lacked certain qualifications or certificates, so we had differences in this regard.
"I signed a contract with law firm to intern for a year, and then I will be able to obtain my lawyer's license."
When Lingxiang laid out his career plan, which completely contradicted mine, my first reaction was that he might not be my future partner, or he might not meet my requirements for a partner."
I admit that Lingxiang is a very outstanding Omega, knowledgeable and considerate, organized in his actions, and has a good personality. However, when considering my future wife, I hope that she will prioritize the family over her career. While I am out there making a living, it would be great if my wife could assist me in my career, but I would prefer her to take care of the household and children, and fulfill her duties as a wife.
It is clear that he is not the type of Omega who would give up his career plans for me, but if I were to initiate a breakup, it would seem that I am very self-centered.
So, I used a behavior that can be described as scumbag behavior, using emotional abuse to force him to take the initiative to break up with me.
The first step is to be distant without any reason.
I began to consciously or unconsciously avoid him. Whatever he said or brought up, I not only did not express my opinion, but also did not hold opposing views. Although the other party was not completely unaware, once he realized the imbalance in this relationship, given his feelings for me, he would inevitably begin to doubt himself.
Sure enough, Lingxiang began to be very cautious in front of me, speaking and acting with a sense of inferiority and blind admiration of the lower position for the higher position.
And what I want is this kind of effect.
He said there's a new restaurant that's really good and he wants to try it. Although I said it's good and ate with him, when he asked me what I wanted to eat, I used only two words to dispel all his enthusiasm.
"Whatever."
I glanced at him quietly, then buried my head and drank tea. I felt satisfied seeing the other person's disappointed expression, and despite being angry, they dared not speak up against me. It secretly pleased me.
Looking back now, I realize that I had no feelings for him at that time, otherwise I wouldn't have hurt him like that.
Perhaps it was because our relationship was already intimate enough, or perhaps I was already tired of this Omega. In any case, even if I were dealing with a stranger, I would still try to put on a hypocritical gentlemanly appearance. But in front of my own Omega, an Omega who relied on me wholeheartedly, I deliberately hurt him, suppressing him in various ways and treating him arbitrarily.
Even so, I don't think I've done anything wrong. At most, I may owe him morally, but in this world, there are things that even the law can't control, so what does morality matter?
And what's even funnier is that Lingxiang is an Omega studying law. I don't know if it's too kind to describe him as such. He, who is good at learning, is no match for me, an Alpha who doesn't understand the law but can easily control him. I can only say that he is good at studying but only in theory, with no practical use. Such an Omega needs to be tempered by society. Compared to me, an Alpha with plenty of social experience who can handle all kinds of people with ease, he is actually quite inferior to me.
So, soon enough, Lingxiang couldn't stand my emotional abuse. Several times he wanted to talk to me, but I found various reasons to refuse. So, a month later, unable to bear it any longer, he asked to break up with me.
This almost hit the spot for me, except I thought he would come to me crying like those who broke up one day and wanted to reconcile the next, like Little O. On the contrary, he acted as if nothing had happened at all, and decisively broke up with me without any hesitation.
I have to say, such behavior from an Omega can indeed arouse an Alpha's desire to conquer.
Actually, I really hope he can come find me, so I can take advantage of the situation to make him agree to a series of conditions. Just like when I wanted to go out with him and play around in bed, but he blushed and said he was unwilling. As someone who enjoys novelty, I naturally felt disappointed and then came the feeling of annoyance.
To be honest, when I'm with him, I have looked at other Omegas. But most of the Omegas I'm interested in don't like me because I don't have a house or a car. Lingxiang treats me sincerely, and our family conditions are also quite similar, but who doesn't want something better?
Therefore, after lingering in the flowers for a while, feeling lonely and desolate, I tried to reach out to Lingxiang in the late night through text messages or adding as a friend, but to no avail. After a couple of attempts, I stopped contacting the other party.
In the following days, due to work, I was always on the move. With the help of my family, I was placed in a relatively decent position, but it wasn't stable. It was there that I met my current wife, Lin Xuanning.
He is actually not outstanding in terms of appearance or age among the Little O group. He is cautious and follows the rules, working as a clerk in a very honest manner. It can be said that he has no particular strengths or weaknesses, and is quite an average Omega.
But at that time, my family was pressuring me to get married, and I really needed a stable job. The group of Little O who entered this circle through connections couldn't be relied upon, and I am not an Alpha who is willing to bow down in front of a partner. I can't stand a princess attitude, so I chose Lin Xuanning.
Actually, pursuing a traditional Omega doesn't require complicated formalities, nor does it require spending a lot of money. What they need most is a sincere heart.
So, flowers, gifts, romance, tenderness, and care from the family can easily win over a thirty-something, unmarried, and Could you provide me with a specific text or contextAlpha pursuing Omega.
I just didn't expect Lin Xuanning to hope to form a family with me and then choose to be childfree. My view on this is that it's fine either way, but I know my parents definitely won't agree.
They only have one property under their name, and the money they've saved can be used to help me with the down payment. My plan is to first appease my parents because it's not urgent whether we have children or not. I must get married first. Lin Xuanning has the financial ability to contribute to most of the new house, and although my economic strength is not as good as his at that time, I can use a sincere attitude to win him over. I will invest the money I earn and the money my parents give me into this property. This approach can show my sincerity and, on the other hand, I can have a place on the property certificate. If we divorce in the future and the house appreciates in value, I won't lose out.
Lin Xuanning Although delicate and sensitive, he is not unattractive. Even though he is a virgin when we get into bed, Alpha won't be able to resist as long as I don't mention my past sexual experiences with anyone. After marriage, there won't be any difference from what I want. He treats me well, and after spending some time together, I have also developed feelings for him. Our life together is fine, so I can achieve my goals of both love and wealth.
As for not wanting children, I can slowly persuade him. There's no need to rush.
Xu Zhiran is really bold, daring to enter the room so openly.
"Awake?"
I felt the Omega in my arms move, so I put out the cigarette in my hand. "Why don't you sleep a little more?"
Yes, I did cheat. Not only did I reconcile with Lingxiang, but I also booked a room with him, made love, right after I had a fight with Xu Zhiran.
"Rub me, you were too rough last night."
I tightened my hold on the delicate Omega in my arms, and slowly slid my fingers along the Omega's bare back to the tender and secluded depths, gently stirring with two fingers.
"Mmm..."
Feeling the dampness on my fingertips and the passion of the Omega in my arms, my lower abdomen couldn't help but tighten, then I kissed the other person and once again entered that soft and wet treasure trove.
How else can you explain the saying "Distance creates beauty"? After many years, the old love, when revived, indeed has a unique charm.
We met at the same restaurant by chance. I was on a business trip for the company, and coincidentally, Lingxiang was in the private room next to ours. I was forced to drink a lot at the dinner table, and when I went to the restroom to sober up, I ran into him.
At this moment, compared to the slightly disheveled Alpha who is stumbling due to drunkenness, Omega has gained an indescribable maturity and elegance since we first fell in love, so when I saw him for the first time, I couldn't help but fall for him again.
"Aye, are you okay?"
He took the initiative to touch my arm. I don't know if it was a coincidence, but that day Omega was wearing a shirt and trousers that perfectly accentuated his figure, and those two small, soft mounds were just right against my body. Men, especially an Alpha like a wolf who hasn't indulged in carnal pleasures for a long time, after drinking a bit of yellow soup, immediately felt a bulge in his pants upon smelling the yulan flower pheromones on Omega's body that perfectly matched his own.
Lingxiang This Omega, in fact, is first-rate in both figure and temperament compared to Lin Xuanning. What excites me the most is not just these, but the fact that such a desirable Omega once belonged to me.
I am satisfied with the bright and hostile glances from the Alphas around me, but when they cast their aggressive gazes towards my supporting Lingxiang, my possessiveness as an Alpha reaches its peak. I immediately embrace Lingxiang, press them against the sink, and release oppressive pheromones, dominantly forbidding any Alpha from looking at my Omega.
"After all these years, do you have Could you provide me with a specific text or context thoughts of me?"
I forcefully pulled Lingxiang's hand and dragged him into a small compartment. At first, he struggled and resisted, but when I skillfully kissed and caressed him in my arms, his familiar sensitive Omega points were quickly subdued, and he softened.
The quiet compartment soon filled with rough and erratic breathing. Perhaps due to the effects of alcohol, my desire pressed against Omega's soft buttocks, gently rubbing. After the kiss, Omega rested his head on my chest and nodded lightly.
To be honest, with such a captivating Omega sitting so softly in my arms, and with such an ambiguous atmosphere, I believe no Alpha could resist. At that moment, I really wanted to take him right then and there.
Just then, this thought was quickly interrupted by a burst of cell phone ringing. Looking at the word "wife" on the screen, I instantly woke up, cleared my throat, and Lingxiang also stood up to tidy up the messy shirt.
"Hello, Ningning."
"Honey, you've been on a business trip for a week, when are you coming home?"
The shirt and trousers perfectly set off Omega's well-defined curves. I knew at this moment I must look like a pervert, only knowing to stare at the other person without blinking, and my answer was also very perfunctory.
"Ah, it's almost time. As for the specifics... I don't know when I'll be going back. I'm quite busy over here... Well, that's it..."
I stood up, pretending to be drunk, leaning against the partition. "Sorry... I... I drank too much..."
"Are you... are you hurt?"
I took out a gentleman's handkerchief from my pocket, infused with a lot of soothing pheromones, and handed it to Lingxiang. "Your makeup..."
Lingxiang has always liked to attend such occasions with light makeup. When I was interning, I knew that in comparison, the one at home never dressed up, with a few crow's feet at the corners of the eyes, and often smelled of cooking fumes.
"Thank you."
Lingxiang took the handkerchief and, upon smelling the pheromones on it, I keenly observed his subconscious leg-clenching and the barely audible whimper.
"If we have the chance in the future, let's go out for a drink together. I sincerely want to apologize to you."
I opened the compartment door for Omega in a gentle and polite manner. "I think I'll pass," he said in a light tone.
"This is my business card. I just want to apologize for my behavior earlier and hope you don't misunderstand."
I handed the business card tightly held in my pocket to Lingxiang, giving him an irresistible choice. If he agreed, it meant he wanted to take things further with me, a married Alpha. If he was unwilling, then he was also complicit in the previous intimacy and couldn't deny it.
So he could only choose to take the business card, and he did.
"My husband is still at home waiting for me, it's not convenient to call a designated driver today."
A few weeks later, Lingxiang asked me out alone at the bar we used to frequent when we were in love. He ordered a low-alcohol cocktail for me and a glass of fruit juice for himself.
Pretending not to have heard about his marriage, I asked him with a smile, "Why do you seem a bit tired? Are you busy with work?"
Lingxiang Gently touched his own cheek, "It's okay, maybe it's because we're going to talk about separation, so my complexion is a bit off."
"Separation?"
The other party's casual statement caught me somewhat by surprise, but if I ask too much at this moment, it will appear too purposeful. Therefore, I chose to continue the conversation by asking questions, and instead consoled, "In fact, it's common for couples to have ups and downs. My wife and I also argue sometimes. We argue at the head of the bed and make up at the foot of the bed. After the argument, we forget about it."
My statement seems to be advising the other party to return to their family, but it actually subtly indicates that my own marriage is not harmonious. If Lingxiang's intentions align with mine, it seems that we would hit it off.
"Yes, he cheated, fell out of love, and even had a child with another woman, so I want to divorce him."
Lingxiang took a sip from the cup, but I clearly saw his fingers tighten around the cup.
cheating……
Suddenly I thought of my unwilling wife who refuses to have children with me and bosses me around at home. So I leaned in and teased her gently, saying, "He treats you like this, don't you want to get back at him?"
Lingxiang Could you provide me with a specific text or contextStep back, instead, our breaths intertwined ambiguously. He tilted his head slightly, slowly responding to my love-seeking pheromones. To an onlooker, we seemed like a couple kissing in public, and this romantic atmosphere involuntarily reminded me of our youthful and naive feelings from our student days.
However, his gaze was incredibly serious, with a hint of coldness.
"I want to."
Under the table, Omega's toes slipped into my pants leg.
"I dream about it all the time."
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