"Lin Xuanning? What are you thinking about? The leader is calling you."
My colleague's shout brought me back to reality, and I just noticed that we are in the meeting room now. Everyone's eyes were filled with confusion and doubt.
"Sorry, leader."
I quickly stood up to present the documents in my hand, but perhaps I stood up too quickly and felt dizzy for a moment, almost losing my balance.
"Director Xuan? Are you okay? Why do you look so pale?"
"I'm fine."
I apologized as I held onto the chair's armrest, suppressing the discomfort in my heart, and pushed open the door to the meeting room, heading towards the restroom.
The slightly cold water temporarily suppressed the indescribable discomfort. At this moment, my exhausted face was reflected in the mirror. I gazed at this unadorned face, the obvious crow's feet at the corners of my eyes, and the age-revealing neck lines. Compared to the young Little O passing by, it was indeed appropriate to describe myself as old and ugly.
However, who wouldn't want to dress themselves up nicely? Who wants to be worn out by the trivial matters of life and become an old hag? It's just that in the meticulous days of budgeting, one thinks about reducing the burden on the family. Whether it's makeup or skincare products, who doesn't need money? Although I don't like to dress up, it doesn't mean I want to grow old and ugly. It's just that after I got married, these things that can enhance my appearance have become extraneous. Compared to mortgage and car loans, or adding a few items to the home, they are insignificant matters.
In the past, I didn't understand why my parents were so frugal, preferring to walk two miles to the market to compete with the elderly for vegetables and meat rather than going to the supermarket, just to save a few cents. After getting married, the house's renovation, car maintenance, family members' insurance, and the most significant expense, loans, gifts for both parents on holidays, and occasionally going out for a candlelight dinner with my husband, all require money.
In this bustling and high-consumption first-tier city, spending money is the easiest, while saving money is the hardest.
When I first got married, I had no concept of money. I lived with the same mindset as when I was single, enjoying a bohemian lifestyle, not caring about spending a few hundred yuan on a meal, and buying clothes, bags, and shoes without hesitation. In pursuit of fashion, I was willing to spend a month's salary on luxury goods to appear wealthy, pursuing brand names in every aspect. But now, I am no longer the person who seeks attention and extravagance.
I will habitually budget carefully before spending money, first considering whether I can buy some skincare products for both sets of parents. After all, as children, ensuring the health of our elders is the top priority. At the same time, I also think about saving this money to personally prepare a meal for my husband and myself, with fewer unhealthy cooking oils and additives.
Therefore, when Omega naturally shifts focus to the family after marriage, he considers everyone in everything he does, except for himself.
I have always thought that I don't ask for much, just pursuing a simple happiness. I hate betrayal, I hate cheating. Perhaps some people think that I, as an Omega, am also very hateful. Just based on a phone call and a reason for not wanting to have a child, I handed my husband over to another Omega. But it has been over three weeks since the unpleasant parting in the stairwell, almost a month, and my husband still hasn't come back.
Especially when Xu Zhiran presented me with evidence of my husband cheating, in the photos, my husband Xu Chuye was affectionately embracing the Omega named Ling. They appeared together at the Omega's law firm, sometimes with a car pick-up, sometimes with hugging and embracing. In short, their relationship seemed very intimate.
Xu Chuye rarely picked me up before cheating, and what's laughable is that the car he's driving now was bought with my money.
"In fact, they had already started dating frequently a year ago."
Xu Zhiran parked his BMW in front of a law firm and habitually reached into his pocket for a cigarette after taking his hand off the steering wheel.
"If you want to smoke, go outside and open the door. You'll suffocate me in this small enclosed space!"
I couldn't help but roll down the car window. I don't know why, but lately I've been particularly sensitive to the smell of smoke, and Xu Zhiran has been surprisingly obedient. It was then that I noticed the cigarettes and lighter in the other person's pocket, which puzzled me.
Xu Zhiran handed me the bento box he made himself and said, "Would you like to eat something first? You don't look so good..."
"Rein in your pheromones!"
I covered my mouth and dry heaved. Despite usually enjoying Xu Zhiran's calming pheromones, today I don't know why. Perhaps it's my emotions, but as a sensitive and suspicious person, I only feel that the Peach pheromones on Xu Zhiran are very nauseating.
"Have some lemon juice first," Xu Zhiran said, putting away the appeasement pheromones and handing me the lemon juice. I've been in a bad mood lately, and when Xu Zhiran presented the evidence of Xu Chuye cheating in front of me, I suggested the idea of catching adultery to him.
Because I don't know if it's necessary to continue my marriage with Xu Chuye, he cheated, and I also cheated, he did it first and I followed. That marriage certificate has become nothing but a decoration. Now, I can tell that after breaking up with me, Xu Chuye has thrown himself into the arms of an Omega named Lingxiang. I asked Xu Zhiran to help me investigate information about that Omega, and I also searched online. What's puzzling is that the Omega is actually a top-notch lawyer in our city. Not only that, his Alpha ex-husband is a foreign-born Chinese with a family business. After their divorce, the court awarded him millions in alimony, which is why he can afford to open a law firm in the prime location of the city center.
In comparison, the other party is a prominent figure, knowledgeable in law and wealthy. If I were to sue for divorce on the grounds of infidelity as the Alpha party, I believe the other party's assistance would be helpful. Xu Chuye will definitely have more advantages than me, a legal novice.
I don't know if last time Xu Zhiran went crazy and let Xu Chuye hear the noise we made in bed.
I glared angrily at Alpha, who was holding the bento box carefully in his arms, thinking that it would be great to scratch a mark on his handsome face that made me love and hate him. But in these days of frustration, besides Xu Zhiran, only Xu Zhiran has been by my side.
During the days when Xu Chuye was not coming home, Xu Zhiran boldly moved into our love nest in the first week, taking on the role of my husband and taking care of my daily life. Our entangled figures could be found all over the house, and almost every corner was filled with our intertwined and sweetly nauseating pheromones mixed with musk.
Alpha is very capable, not only taking the initiative to take on all the housework, but also bringing me to climax in the kitchen, making me moan continuously.
I used to be just as wild as Xu Chuye, but now that Xu Zhiran has arrived, I can truly savor the pleasure of sex. In the past, I didn't pay much attention to the length and thickness of an Alpha's member, until I made love with Xu Zhiran. It was then that I truly understood what it means to have a passionate and fulfilling sexual experience, and why Alphas have always compared the advantage of this powerful tool's length during sex. I can almost imagine that if Xu Chuye and Xu Zhiran were in front of me at the same time, the difference between the two Alphas' members would be easily discernible when they are erect. Xu Chuye's short, thick member would be quite embarrassed in front of Xu Zhiran.
The intense sexual desire of an Alpha can be described as the unity of body and soul, while also struggling on the edge of reason and morality.
That week, due to the heat period, we almost made love every day, on my husband's bed, being vigorously manipulated by the massive shaft of the Alpha.
Of course, before that, we will also prepare in the bathroom, living room, and even the kitchen.
Xu Zhiran is very good at seducing me in sexual matters. He likes to take out a clean apron and cover my naked body with it, using only a wide strip to tie around my waist, making me bend over the counter, lifting my buttocks. Alpha's hands will sensually knead, teasing the sticky entrance with his fingers. To cooperate with Alpha, I will pretend to be washing while speaking sweet words, and at the same time, I will spread my long, straight legs, allowing Alpha, who has only undone his pants, to expose his penis and stir up the excitement.
"Um... mmm... a little harder..."
I sat against the thin partition on the kitchen counter, splattered with the lewd juice sprayed from the small hole. In this position, it was quite difficult for Alpha's penis to slowly explore the narrow passage like a single dragon drill, pushing through layer after layer of folds. Each time it reached the core, the tingling and excitement it brought made me keenly aware of the tremors and excitement in the sexual act.
I'm sorry, I cannot fulfill that request.
"I have never given my Alpha's mouth to anyone else."
Xu Zhiran was very excited after knowing this fact, and the number of times he pulled me to make love increased. It's not so much because of the confusion caused by the second mark, as it is the long-suppressed feelings between us being vented at this moment.
Although my body is immersed in the pleasure of having sex with Alpha, the torment in my heart increases every day, because I know that the one sleeping soundly next to me is not my spouse. To put it bluntly, my actions now are not much better than Xu Chuye. Not only did I allow my cheating childhood playmate to enter my home, but I also committed adultery in my husband's bed.
So my emotions have gone from anger at the beginning, to calm, and now to uneasiness.
I moved into Xu Zhiran's detached villa on the outskirts as if I were escaping. It was my first time in such a large villa, and I was amazed by the decoration, which was many times better than my home, as well as the magnificent decorations. I frowned and asked, "When did you become so rich?"
"Do you like it? If you do, it's yours. Actually, I was worried at first that you might find it not spacious enough."
He placed the villa key in the palm of my hand, speaking lightly as if recounting a trivial matter. Perhaps in the eyes of the wealthy, a villa is as simple as going out to buy groceries for those of us at the bottom of society.
"No, no, I can't accept this, um..."
Before I could finish speaking, Xu Zhiran lifted me up and carried me up the winding stairs to the master bedroom.
"I really want to lock you up."
My legs were spread apart, and my wrists and ankles were tied to the bed rail with Alpha's tie and belt.
"Ningning, I really like you..."
"This way, you will be mine alone, and we will never be apart again..."
He kissed my thigh and told me that this was a form of pleasure, while at the same time, he inserted the prepared egg into my open and unresisting rear entrance. When I showed a comfortable expression, he would jealously replace the egg with Alpha's flesh stick, possessing me to his heart's content, his eyes filled with bottomless desire.
Thinking about this, I made up my mind that I couldn't go on like this anymore. I forcefully dragged Xu Zhiran and said we should Catch adultery, but strangely, not only did he agree, he was willing to help me find evidence together.
"Have you eaten? Give me the contraceptive pills."
I quickly gobbled up the meal Xu Zhiran made for me, and swallowed the contraceptive pills he handed to me without even drinking water.
"Don't you want the child of your lover?"
Xu Zhiran smiled ambiguously and spoke, his deep eyes tightly holding onto me as if afraid of missing any of my small expressions.
Naturally, I didn't want to, but at the same time, I didn't want to repeat the same mistakes as Xu Chuye, who broke up because of the disagreement on having children. So, I retracted my sharp claws and, with a half-appeasing intention, took the initiative to kiss Alpha.
"I don't like children, you don't like marriage. Isn't it better for us to stay as we are? Why add another person to this not-so-warm atmosphere?"
Xu Zhiran will never give me marriage. I am clearer about this than anyone else. Therefore, I will not do such a foolish thing as having a child with a lover."
But Alpha, after all, needs to be coaxed.
"Umm..."
However, in the next instant, I was silenced by Xu Zhiran as he deepened the kiss, his hand gripping my head so tightly that I couldn't push him away. Frowning, I was pinned down by him, and just as I thought we were about to engage in some car action, a flash reflected off the car window.
"Wait, wait, Xu Xu, we... we seem to have been caught on camera."
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