Endless Longing for Her 5: Letting Go
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"Does that bet count?" 0
At night, Chu Xi and I lay in bed together, far apart with no physical contact, as if separated by a barrier. 0
Silence spread through the dark room, with only the sound of her quickly typing on the keyboard, which eventually stopped. 0
 
 
"Song Xu, I don't want to get married yet." 0
"Is it because of Liu Heyang?" 0
"Of course not! What does he have to do with it?" 0
 
 
She turned on the bedside lamp and sat up as if she wanted to argue with me. 0
I didn't say anything, with my back to her, unsure of how to face her. 0
"Song Xu, I'm angry." 0
 
 
Chu Xi Never give in. Saying this means allowing me to coax her, which is already her biggest concession to me. But this time, I suddenly lost my patience. I hardly slept all night, and when the alarm on my phone started vibrating, I fumbled to turn it off. 0
 
 
I also walked into the kitchen and got up to make breakfast for Chu Xi. Then I realized I was being too simplistic. The hot milk couldn't find its way into the cup, and I burned myself on the hot pot countless times. I doubted countless times whether I had cracked the egg into the bowl. 0
 
 
I rubbed my eyes hard until they were red and hot, but my vision remained blurry. I gave up. I sat on the sofa for who knows how long, only coming to my senses when I heard movement beside me. 0
 
 
Chu Xi Woke up without saying a word to me, dressed herself in silence. I only moved my fingers when I heard the sound of her changing shoes, looking at her in disbelief. I heard the crisp sound of the door handle being pressed before she finally spared me a few words before leaving. "Are you trying to pick a fight with me?" 0
 
 
"Okay, then let's break up." The window was closed, and the air in the room felt a bit stuffy. There was a faint pain in my stomach. Other than Zhong Yang bringing me a meal once, I haven't eaten anything else these past two days, nor have I had a drop of water. 0
 
 
I pretended to be natural and let Zhong Yang not worry about me. I told him that I know how to order from the food delivery app on my phone and can also call the nearby snack shop. He is easygoing and knows that I don't like to trouble others. After hearing what I said, he instructed me to take care of myself. I smiled and responded before hanging up the phone. 0
 
 
Then, facing a screen where even half of the icons couldn't be seen clearly, I tried to find the desired software for a long time based on memory, but still couldn't locate it. Finally, after a lot of effort, I found the switch for the Accessibility mode, but when making the payment, it failed several times in a row. In the empty house, my heavy sigh echoed. 0
 
 
I casually threw my phone onto the sofa, lay back in despair, and closed my eyes. 0
Suddenly, I felt relieved. 0
With this attitude, how can I be worthy of being with Chu Xi? 0
 
 
This week has passed by very quickly, and I have been feeling drowsy every day. Sometimes I would inexplicably lose focus, and when I come to, I would hear the noise of elementary school students playing downstairs after school, and then I realize that another day has passed. These days have been very quiet, except for Zhong Yang bringing me some things, no one has visited me. 0
 
 
That day, Chu Xi left without any mercy. 0
Such an arrogant young lady, even breaking up was just a notification. 0
Without me, she should be more at ease. 0
 
 
I forced a smile with a self-deprecating tone. 0
I gathered my emotions and prepared to move. 0
The phone on the sofa suddenly rang, probably Zhong Yang calling. 0
 
 
I can now basically adapt to moving around at home relying on my senses and memory. I feel my way along the back of the sofa and pick up my phone. "Hello?" My voice is a bit hoarse as I casually answer, put the phone on speaker, and continue tidying up the things on the sofa. 0
 
 
But no one has been speaking over there. 0
I sensed something was wrong, so I hastily put down what I was holding, picked up my phone, and held it to my ear. 0
"Song Xu, I'm at West Street Bar. I need you to come and pick me up right away!" 0
 
 
 
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